god this hurts
we don't text anymore
i hate hearing that you love me
it's like poison in my veins now
today i said,
"i can carry it. i need to learn to do things all on my own now."
and you replied,
"says who?"
i wanted to tell you that you said so
the moment you said
'let's take a break.'
but instead i just shrugged and said,
"i do."
and i don't know what i'm going to do
because friday is staring at me
and i'm staring right back
with bloodshot sleepless eyes
