oh god oh god oh god
she's pretty
i bet she's funny
i bet she's graceful
i bet you're happier with her
i prepared myself for this
i told myself i would be fine
oh god oh boy fuck was i wrong
my heart is racing
my dinner is coming up
my eyes are watering
no no no
i will not cry
i will not cry
i will not cry
jesus christ what happened to me
i'm fine i'm okay i'm alright
i knew i was a weed
i knew i was rainy days
i knew i was the blade
i saw this coming
i am not surprised
