everything is blurry
my cheeks are wet
i'm doubled over in pain
wondering how this happens
how the fuck i got this way
i was not born depressed
i was not born broken hearted
i was born with stardust in my bones
venus and mars in my eyes
curly hair bouncing with life
a smile like the sun
but somewhere along the lines
i was created into a human paradox
wanting this happiness
staring it right in the face
but never moving to it
i know everything and know nothing
i am never sure of a thing
except that one thing
the one voice in my tired mind
yelling for you constantly
but oh god do i wish it was dead
