Supernatural Imagines

Imagine #47

     Imagine: Getting lost in Purgatory and that leads to you and Dean confessing your love to each other

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    I walked around, holding my knife in my hand. My heart raced as I took a pause, looking down at my watch. I had an hour to get the hell out of here, and I had no idea where Dean was. I looked around through the trees, sighing and looking down. I lifted my head, finding tears in my eyes.

     "Dean?!" I screamed, hoping he would pop out from somewhere. "Dean!"

     Nothing. More nothing. He was nowhere to be found. I sighed again, leaning against a tree. I knelt down to the ground, dropping my knife. I was ready to give up. I was lost, I didn't know where Dean was or which direction to go. He and Cas were just gonna have to leave without me, I thought. I got an idea, which I've never done before. I could only hope it would work.

     "Cas, I don't know if you can hear me," I tried, not sure what to say. "Hell, I don't even know if you guys are alive. But I'm in trouble. I think we all are. I don't know where I am or where to go, so I just thought that maybe I should try and communicate somehow. I need you to tell Dean something..something important."

     I paused, trying to find the right words. A tear fell down my face.

     "Dean, I messed up," My voice cracked and I looked at the ground again. "I know the last few weeks have been hard on all of us, but I screwed things up with you the most. I shouldn't have blamed you or Sam or Cas for Rowena and Jack. I shouldn't have blamed you for Mary. I just needed someone to be angry with because I didn't wanna be angry with myself. Truth is, it's all my fault. I helped Rowena with the spell, I failed Jack. I failed your mom."

     I was losing myself as I sat on my heels on the ground. I dragged my hand down my wet face and sniffled again.

     "I'm sorry," I said. "To both of you. I'm so sorry for everything I've ever messed up. I always get so scared of screwing up and pushing you over the edge because maybe...I think I'm in love with Dean. I think I love him. And that's why I'm scared of losing him now. Cas, you know me. You know I don't ask for help or..pray. But please. Right now, I'm praying to you and to God that Dean'll be safe. Even though praying to God won't do much good for us now."

     I looked around, still seeing nobody. I sighed. I looked at my watch, seeing I was down to fourty-five minutes.

     "Guess I'll see you guys on the other side," I said quietly, ending the prayer.

     I got up and started walking around again. I just looked around for the portal for half an hour, and then a leviathan jumped out from nowhere, on top of me. I swung at it's neck, trying to decapitate it or at least slow it down. But it stopped me. It opened it's mouth, its face turning into just a giant, scary mouth. My heart had already stopped until a few gunshots went off, and the leviathan died. I breathed deeply, looking over and seeing Dean and Cas had come to my rescue. I was too shocked to get up, so Dean rushed over and helped me.

     "Y/N, Y/N," Dean said as he cupped my face in his hands. "Damn it, it's good to see you."

     "Dean," I finally said, and he pulled me in for a tight hug, and my eyes filled with tears again. "I'm sorry, I-I just couldn't find you."

     "Everything's fine," He said, brushing the hair on the back of my head. "It's gonna be ok."

     I looked at Cas curiously, and he just gave me a nod.

     "Dean, I.." I tried, but I couldn't say it.

     "I love you too," He whispered, and I wrapped my arms around his neck tighter.