"Look Jaidee stop crying. I'm not mad and I'm not disappointed because I lost my virginity to your father at the age of 17 too and being mad at you for doing the same thing would make me and your father a hypocrite. Although I'm not disappointed about these actions I am disappointed at you for lying. Ever since we moved here you have been M.I.A and when I call you and text you lie and say your with Nomi that's why I'm disappointed. I'm not gonna tell your father because me knowing is good enough but I don't want you to ever lie to me. If your at your boyfriend house just tell me that and since your having sex make sure he uses protection every single time or do you want to use birth control?" She said

"I'm sorry I won't lie again and I don't know I'm scared to use birth control because it makes people fat and some people have their periods for a year straight so no." I said and she laughed

"Do you feel different?" She asked and I shook my head yes.

"Yes I feel like being a virgin was part of my identity for so long and I used to be so proud to be one too and now that I'm not I feel completely different" I said and she chuckled a little bit.

"You know what's funny. The day after I spent the whole day in my room crying and it wasn't because I regretted it. Looking back now and hearing you say that I think it was because I felt as if part of my identity changed cause I was no longer able to say I was a virgin. I feel as if you're virginity is so important because you decide once you're ready and even though I knew I was it was still shocking you know?" She said and I nodded

"Thank you I love you" I said hugging her

"I love you too now go so I can read in peace" she said and with that I went in my room and went back to sleep because I was so tired.

Once I woke up I checked my phone to see that it was 2:00am and I sighed checking my notifications. I had 4 missed calls from Roddy and 6 unread text messages from him I also had a missed call from Nomi and 3 unread messages

Roddy 🥰
Pick up yo phone
Call me back shorty I got some news
You dead?
You better be dead since you ain't picking up
Oh shiiitt my baby dead
now this shit getting aggravating asf call tf back

I laughed at the last message before texting him back

Jaidee😇
I'm alive sorry I was sleep the whole day I'm just now waking up

Once he read it he FaceTimed me and I answered

"Hey baby" I said and he just mean mugged me

"So you telling me you was sleep the whole day" he said mad

"Yes I was so tired from last night and I didn't even mean to sleep this long" I told him and he smacked his teeth

"So yo phone going off ain't wake you up?" He questioned

"No cause it was on do not disturb"

"Alright whatever" he said as he looked at his tv cause he was playing the game.

"You mad?" I asked smiling

"Nah" he said

"So what you did all day?"

"Don't worry about all that" he said and I just hung up the phone cause I ain't feel like arguing.

"What?" I said answering the phone cause he called back

"Why the fuck you hung up the phone?" He questioned.

"Because I don't feel like arguing and you giving me bad energy"

"How the fuck am I giving you bad energy?"

"DoN't wOrrY aBoUt aLl ThAt" I said mimicking him and he smacked his teeth

"You're tripping shorty" he said laughing

"No you're tripping" I said

"I ain't do shit today I was waiting for you to hit my line but you didn't so you ruined my whole day" he said and I smiled.

"Awww that's so sweet" I said

"Dee shut up" he chuckled

"Come make me" I said and he smirked

"Be careful what you wish for" he said looking into the camera for the first time.

"Yeah yeah anyways what news you got for me?" I questioned and he smiled.

"I wrote a song about you" he said and the biggest smile spread across my face.

"Reallly oh my God play it I wanna hear it" I squealed and he laughed at my excitement.

"Nah you gotta wait till my mixtape drop" he said and I smacked my teeth

"Nooo that's all the way in November" I whined and he shrugged his shoulders.

"Oh well" he said and I rolled my eyes

"Keep playing and they gon get stuck" he said and I continued to roll my eyes several times and he just laughed.

"You should have never told me then"

"My bad"

"Well anyways I got news for you too" I said

"What?"

" I'll tell you when I see you in person" he said and he groaned.

"Just tell me stop playing"

"Nope I said what I said and I meant it" I said and he just shrugged his shoulders.

"I'm picking you up tomorrow morning so be ready" he said.

"Alright I will" he said and we continued our conversation until both of us fell asleep on the phone.
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If y'all haven't heard Ricch Vibes by Roddy Ricch listen to that shit cause this whole book is based on that one song.. but yea don't forget to vote comment and share for good luck 💙

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