Unmasked Deceit (Completed) [R-18]

22 : KPADNPNPNS

" I'm sorry Miggy, but you are doing it the wrong way. You know what, Miggy, I appreciate Gino more that you. Don't get me wrong on that but it's the truth" My mom told him.

Nakita ko kung paano tumingin sa akin si Miggy bago niya ibalik ang tingin sa aking ina.

" Forgive me for everything tita but I will still pursue your daughter." He said.

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Miggy is already infront of me now. His eyes were pitch black. Alam kong galit siya. He is angry beyond being angry at ayoko ng ganitong Miggy.

" Miggy, itigil mo na iyang kahibangang iyan. Utang na loob pagod na pagod na ako" Galit kong untag sa kanya. Hindi niya ako pinansin but his his eyes says it all.

Seloso ang Zarate na 'to at iyon ang pinakaayoko sa lahat.

Gulat ako ng hampasin niya ang manubela ng kaniyang sasakyan. Mabuti na hindi niya ako naabutan kay Gino dahil simpleng pag-uwi ko lang na hindi personal na nagpapalam sa kaniya ay ganito na ang naging reaksyon niya.

He cannot hide his anger. More so his jealousy.

" Itigil na natin 'to Migs. Hindi na maganda ang nangyayari. May sakit sa puso si Aya at alam mo iyon" Panimula ko sa kaniya.

Tumingin siya sa akin, ang lungkot ng mga mata niya.

" Sa tingin mo ba may pakialam pa ako sa kalagayan niya?" I closed my eyes as I realize what he just told me.

" I can't believe you're this heartless" I told him infront of his face.

" I'm not. Nagsasabi lang ako ng totoo. She has a weak heart, fine! But that doesn't change the fact that I am still madly in love with you. Putangina naman Jules, lunod na lunod na ako sa pag-ibig ko sa 'yo. Sa tingin mo ba may balak pa akong bigyang pansin ang kalagayan niya? Wala, Jules. Wala. Can't you just love me? Hindi ba puwedeng ako lang? Dahil ikaw lang sa akin. At handa na akong panagutan ka." His words struck me a million times.

" Sa tingin mo ba ganon na lang kadali ang lahat Joaquin? I should be mad at you because you bedded me right away upon knowing that I am trully inlove with another man. You took all of me and left nothing. Tapos ngayon sasabihin mong iwan ko si Gino dahil iniwan mo si Aya. Do you think dropping them like a hot potato is the best thing to do? Migs may puso din sila, may pakiramdam, at nasasaktan din sila." Diretso kong wika sa kaniya. But Miggy will always be Miggy.

" Nakausap ko na ng maayos si Aya. I laid all my cards, I told her that I am madly in love with you. She might not be able to fucking take it now but she fucking needs to. And you cannot stop me on that Julianne. Dahil putangina, ginagawa ko 'to dahil ikaw ang mahal ko. At ikaw ang ang pinipili ng puso ko. Kaya itigil mo na iyang pag-iisip mo sa iba. Just focus on me. Focus on this relationship dahil wala akong balak na itapon ang meron tayo" Wika niya. Seryosong seryoso ang kaniyang mga matang tumingin sa akin.

I wiped the tears that are flowing from my eyes as I looked at him.

" Gusto mo talaga ng ganito Migs? Paano tayo sasaya kung ganito? Sasaya tayo kahit na alam nating may nasasaktan? You want this set-up? Ano magsesex nalang tayo? At magsesex nalang tayo nc walang proteksiyon? We would do what couples do as if these didn't happen. As if all these aren't even happening? Paano kung mabuntis ako? Miggy we both know we are not ready for this. Anong balak mo ba Miggy?" He combed his hair at what I have said.

" Yes, fuck it! I want this fucking set-up. And I fucking want this relationship to work. Gusto ko kahit ano basta akin ka. You won't fucking expect me to wear fucking condoms because that won't happen. Kung mabubuntis kita, pananagutan kita. Pakakasalan kita. Problema ba iyon" Damn it!

Bakit ba iba ang galawan ng isip ni Miggy.

" I will be on contraceptives. Sinasabi ko na sa 'yo para sa akin mo mismo iyon malaman. Dahil ayokong mabuntis. Desisyon ko 'to at hindi ka puwedeng manghimasok sa kagustuhan kong 'to." I saw him clench his fist

" You cannot fucking do that, Jules" His voice was cold. It shouted authority bit I know better than this.

" You won't expect me to have sex with you still without taking precautions, Miggy. I won't take contraceptive and that is if you won't touch me in bed." I gave him that choice. Dahil kahit anong gawin ko, alam kong iyon ang binabalak niya.

" That, I cannot do. You can't deprive me of you, Jules." Damn it! I looked away. Ano ba 'tong pinag-uusapan namin.

" Bakit? Kaya mo ba? Can you still kiss me, hug me without letting me make love with you? Ako kase hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko maipapangakong hindi kita gagalawin sa kama" His voice was so serious.

" Miggy-"

" Sagutin mo ako. Kaya mo ba?" He repeated.

I closed my eyes as I realize what he wants me to say.

" Yes" I answered. Damn it Julianne

Napangisi siya sa sinabi ko

" Talaga lang ha" He whispered.

" Do not start on me again, Miggy" I warned him.

" Bakit, nagsasalita ka tungkol sa sex tapos hindi mo kayang panindigan." He threatened me.

I was about to talk more when Miggy received a call

Saglit akong napasilip sa kaniyang phone at nabasa ko ang pangalan ng nagtext sa kaniya.

It was from Aya's father.

Miggy answered the call.

" Good afternoon po tito" Bungad ni Miggy. Kitang kita ko kung paano siya mapangisi sa sinasabi ng ama ni Aya. Kahit hindi ko marinig ang pinag-uusapan nila ay alam kong may mali.

" I'm sorry po tito, I know that I am at fault but I also know that I have ended my relationship with your daughter with good discussion." I heard him say. That's when I looked at him.

I looked away as I anticipate what may possibly happen.

Nasasaktan ako dahil sa ginagawa ni Miggy ngayon. Kung ako si Aya, sobrang sakit ang mararamdaman ko kung ganon ako tratuhin ni Miggy. I know that it hurts. Nasasaktan ako. Nasasaktan ako hindi para sa sarili ko kundi para sa ibang tao.

" What happened?" I asked him.

He looked at me before pulling me into an erotic kiss. Tinulak ko siya ngunit hindi niya ako hinayaan. He kissed me until he was satisfied.

Huminga siya ng malalim. He rested his head on my shoulder before speaking.

" Aya is in the hospital. Pupunta lang ako kapag papayagan mo akl. At kailangang kasama ka" He said.

I closed my eyes.

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