... My Love Looks Like ... (Jikook)

...New feeling...

I sit here crying looked out the window while hugging my baby's pic.
"i can't keep doing like this, crying all the time when i'm alone"
i whispered to myself while wiped my tears.

I woke up decided to take a walk to take off my mind off thinking about my baby even though i know it was very difficult.

I left Korea two years ago since i couldn't find him...my baby...and i think it's better to move on and focus on my work again but it's not as easy as i thought.

every day i always remember him,crying like a child everytime when i missed him.i increasingly feel that i love him very much and miss him very much. 

after knowing everything from Sejun and from yoonki i was very angry at yoonki but then i forgive him bcause he was only blinded by his love for me.

My sixth winter soon will go and i sit alone in this Sakura Park. 
everything looks pure white and beautiful but to me it seems to show how much i look like this park...cold and alone. 

I took a deep breath and started walking again until finally i stopped across from a house that looked only alone without neighbors.i mean there was no house around the house.
there was an inscription that said "fairytale library starts at four in the afternoon every Sunday"

"what is that?" 
i muttered and then a little boy with big glasses which is what i expect it was his parents' glasses ran towards me and hiding behind me and back again in front of me.

"Sir..you want to help hide me right?"