INSECURITY. - JINGYEOM

eighteen.

nyoungie
you're an idiot, kim
yugyeom.
seen 8:56pm

nyoungie
you never listen, even
if we're always right.
seen 8:56pm

nyoungie
and you mess up, you're
so stupid. don't you know
that what you're doing is
unhealthy and harmful to
your body?
seen 8:57pm

gyeom
go away jinyoung.
seen 8:57pm

gyeom
don't talk to me if
ur just going to be
mean.
seen 8:58pm

yugyeom frowned, jinyoungs words didn't help him. he felt like he'd disappointed him and bambam, and he hated disappointing people. it made him feel like a failure, and when someone told him he was stupid and that he never listened, it hurt.

he hated being scolded, everyone knew it, so they always tried to avoid it. they never yelled or used a mean tone when talking to yugyeom so they didn't scare him. they wanted to make sure he felt safe around them.

jinyoung was making yugyeom insecure again, making him feel like his feelings and emotions didn't matter. yugyeom needed to get his emotions off his chest, he felt they were weighing him down and making him feel worse. what was the harm in writing a whole text about how jinyoung hurt him, it's not like he'd actually send it.

so yugyeom let out a deep breath, and began putting his feelings and emotions from over 3 months of jinyoung putting him down, into a text.