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gyeom
hinyong
sent

gyeom
i had a nogjtmare
sent

gyeom
jinyong pleade
sent

gyeom
i beed someone plesse
sent

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jinyoung loved showering, he used it as an escape, to get away from what was going on in his life. he loved yugyeom, but sometimes taking care of him before himself took a toll on him. thought he would never ever tell yugyeom that, he didn't want to hurt him.

he often showered with his phone in the other room so he felt completely alone.

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yugyeom could barely breathe, he couldn't control his sobs. he bet his neighbours could hear him. he had a nightmare, about him, and it felt so real, too real. it was terrible, worse than anything he's felt before.

of course jinyoung had left before he woke up again, he was a busy person and didn't have time to be constantly worrying about yugyeom. but he really needed him right now, and he felt so selfish because of it.

he needed jinyoung to at least answer his texts, he needed someone right now. he felt like jinyoung was purposefully ignoring him, maybe he was too needy and annoying for jinyoung. maybe he should just shut up and never text him again.

maybe he should turn to someone he knows will never ignore him, even if it's not healthy for him.

hehe i like updating this book.

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