Run

Chapter 13

Amri's POV

''So rule number one is controlling your emotions anger and sadness are the main ones that will make you lose control like losing someone or heart break its easy to let yourself drift and your powers take over'' luke said 

''its easier for witches to control because they grow up learning to control it werewolves are full of anger our emotions are a little more extreme'' he said 

''okay so how do i get control'' i said 

''breathing skills the control of your breath to the beats of your heart settles your nerve if your calm your powers are calm'' he said and then a fist collided with my face.

''what the hell!'' i yelled 

''did that make you angry?'' he said 

''no it just-'' and another hit 

I growled and the wind started blowing quickly.

''now how about all the lies your mother told you how she kept you from me you angry yet?'' he said 

I tackled him and he threw me off.

''maybe i was the better child'' he said and i started feeling anger boil in the pit of my stomach and the next thing i know hes thrown against a tree and i snapped out of it.

''oh my god im so sorry!'' i said and ran to him.

''its okay but now you know its hard to control anger'' he said and i sighed

''maybe we need to step it up'' he said and got up 

''meet amanda'' he said and i turned around 

''you brought her here!'' i yelled 

''hello amri nice to see you enjoyed my sloppy seconds'' she said and smirked and i growled 

''funny he didn't mention a word about you so how do you even know he ever liked you'' i said 

''because in bed he'd moan like crazy'' she said and i started feeling anger again.

''breathe amri'' luke said 

Amanda kept saying things that would get under my skin.

''jealousy is a powerful emotion as well control it'' luke said and i closed my eyes.

''focus on a happy memory'' he said 

''deep breath'' he said 

I dug deep into my memories and found a happy one and held on to it and took a deep breath and i calmed down.

''now open'' he said and i opened my eyes and amanda was gone.

''she was never there just a little trick spell'' he said and i rolled my eyes.

''ass'' i said 

''now you have never turned into your caster its like shifting into your wolf'' he said and he closed his eyes and when he opened them he had the exact same ones as mine.

''your caster is another part of you just tap into that part'' he said and i closed my eyes and took a deep breath and i felt her come forward and i opened my eyes. 

''well'' he said

''did it work?'' i said and he looked down.

I looked at my hands and i saw them glow with magic i looked at luke and he turned into his caster. 

''now lets do some basic spells and tricks'' he said 

It was hours before i got even two spells down. Getting angry and blowing up light bulbs kinda slowed down the process.

''this is gonna take forever'' i said 

''you can do this amri just remember to control your emotions.'' he said and i sighed

''how's it going'' levi said coming outside and i felt a little bit of anger come out.

''i think its not the time'' luke said 

''its fine me and him need to talk and we can use a break'' i said and luke nodded and levi walked to me. 

''im so sorry for everything'' he said 

''you should have told me so i didn't see any surprises'' i said 

''i know and you know it slips your mind when you have the person you love kissing you'' he said and i chuckled.

''um while you were sleeping and resting i came to realize we shouldn't go any further'' he said and i looked at him.

''what'' i said 

''amri you have a mate out there somewhere and so do i and what is gonna happen when one of us finds him or her one of us is gonna get hurt'' he said 

I looked down and i felt sadness. 

''amri-'' i cut him off.

''please don't say anymore luke is right its not the time to talk but i understand where you are coming from but right now im gonna lose control and you need to go'' i said 

''amri i am so sorry'' he said 

''just go levi before i lose it'' i said and he walked back inside and i took a deep breath to stop the tears from coming out. 

He's right i know he is but why the fuck does it have to hurt so much.

''we have a problem'' kira said coming out with the boys.

''what's wrong'' i said 

''spirits are speaking so are the casters they know of you and luke they are saying they have felt it for a while but they knew the grimaldi line wasn't over and they are on the search but some of them don't believe because you two have the blood of a werewolf as well and when they tap into the grimaldi magic they will discover it and its only a matter of time'' kira said 

''henry linked me today as well your mom and dad went to the council and they are gonna sell you out and tell them you exist they left an hour ago and they are gonna expose you so either way every council will know'' andrew said 

I looked at luke.

''first she keeps us apart and now she is exposing her own children to save her ass'' i said 

''amri you need to calm down'' luke said 

''CALM DOWN MY OWN MOTHER LIES MY FATHER WHO ISNT REALLY EVEN MY FATHER KILLED MY REAL DAD AND IS ALSO SELLING ME OUT!'' i yelled and i started losing control. 

''amri you are gonna lose it you need to breathe'' luke said 

''i can't i can't control it'' i said and i started getting scared and then levi kissed me and everything in my body calmed down. 

''why did you do that'' i said 

''i couldn't think of anything else that could calm you down'' he said 

''next time don't'' i said and i pushed passed him and walked inside........