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"Hey jisoo." I jumped, startled and nayeon giggled

"You ok? You've been spacing out lately." I faked a smile and assured her I was ok.

I heaved a sigh for the nth time and observed my boyfriend from afar. Yoongi has been distant lately, but that's not the problem. The problem is I didn't really care.

Is it because of my living environment? Was living and being friends with lesbians converted me to be one? A voice in my head laughed at the absurdity.

You have always been bisexual jisoo, you know it. I hear my conscience say and quickly shook it off. A shiver run down my spine as a hand held my waist. Only she can do that to me

"I need to attend to something, will you be going home alone?" It was jennie. Ever since what happened between us on our long weekend getaway, I've been hell bent on breaking up with yoongi but he's been making up excuses not to see me.

What's stopping you? There's just something I need to clarify and not be haste on my decision.

"Yeah, I'll be fine." I smiled to jennie and she nodded, walking away.

I need to see you. We have to talk. I texted yoongi. I need to be with him so I can clarify how I feel. I grabbed my things and decided to walk home. All the way all I can think about is jennie. She's been occupying my mind lately

The truth is, I've already wavered since she confessed into liking girls. I had always been interested with girls too but shoved it away that's why I said yes to yoongi in the first place. To shun the alien feeling of wanting to be with the same gender.

I was confused cause I didn't hate guys. I liked being with a guy... it's just that... jennie showed me, opened my eyes that yes, I do prefer girls more. No, correction, I like being with her than with yoongi.

I huffed in frustration and hurried home. I will just drop my things and then go find yoongi if he won't reply to me. I quickened my pace as I neared our unit. I was about to go in when lisa's voice stopped me.

"Has jennie told jisoo about yoongi yet?" My brows furrowed. I know it's bad to eavesdrop but I need to.

"I don't know. I don't think so." Chaeng replied. My heart thumped to my chest

"What is she waiting for?" Lisa grumbled

"I think that flew out of her mind actually. She's been too high up when jisoo's involved especially with what happened at the beach." Chaeyoung giggled.

"True, you think they went all the way?" I blushed as I remembered every detail causing my skin to tingle. I scolded myself saying it was not the right time for it.

"I honestly don't know. I can't hear their moans over our moans with seulrene's moans mixing in." They laughed and I stifled a giggle. I can't believe I'm laughing at this situation. Something's definitely going on between yoongi and jennie.

Is yoongi hitting on jennie? Is he cheating on me with her? I snorted at the thought. He's cheating on me with her and I'm cheating on him with her. Classic.

I leaned in to the door to listen more. I believe they're in the kitchen cause I can hear them from the outside. I waited for them to say something more and was not disappointed when lisa did.

"Remind me to remind her about yoongi though. Jisoo needs to know her boyfriend is jennie's douche of an ex and she might get the wro—" I backed away from the door feeling shocked. My hand is on my mouth to cover my gasp. My eyes widened when I remember what jennie told me about her ex. They were together for years only for her to be cheated on and... oh no.

My eyes stung as I realized I was the other girl in their relationship. I slumped to the floor in the middle of the empty hallway staring at our apartment door in a daze.

"Was that why she approached me?" I questioned myself and started hyperventilating.

"Did she know.. of course she does! Even they do!" I shakily stood up and calmed myself. I need to talk to her. I retraced my steps and hurried back to the school. I knew jennie will still be in the campus. And yoongi... that dickhead! I'm gonna give him a piece of my mind!

My feelings are all jumbled up. I'm torn on being sorry to jennie having not known that yoongi was in a relationship while he was courting me. But I also don't know how to feel if she did what she did to get back on yoongi. But what did she do? I stopped on my tracks.

She didn't tell me. She knew me and who I was but she didn't tell me anything and I need to know why. I raked my head in frustration since I couldn't find jennie anywhere I thought she'd be so I went to the court to find yoongi instead but alas! There she was. With him.

I contemplated if I should go near. I Iaughed at myself since I seem to find myself eavesdropping on everyone's conversations. They looked like they're arguing.. no, jennie's arguing and yoongi's begging. I slowly inched closer. Yoongi's back was on me and jennie hasn't noticed me yet.

"I promise I won't do it again! Just come back to me." I almost scoffed but I didn't have the heart to hear jennie's answer. Our eyes met briefly and I quickly ran away.

I ran back to the apartment as fast as I can. I thank my body for the stamina and good shape as I sprinted off to our apartment darting to our room and slammed the door shut.

My heart thudded to my chest. What am I doing here? I ticked my tongue.

My head cleared from that all running and I clenched my fists. That bastard! I don't care if jennie did it on purpose. All I know is she don't deserve someone like him and I won't back down even if I have to seduce her cause I know what happened back at the yacht was real.

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