JailBird

17.) Argument Anyone???

JaNaye Simone Winters

It's been 2 weeks since August left my house.

I mean when I said I wanted him to leave I didn't mean out my life.

I was pissed at the moment and needed space.

I wanted to call him so bad but couldn't find the guts to do so.

My mama and Dad say that they're worried about me.

They said that I'm starting to act different since I don't call as much to check on them.

I mean I haven't been calling cause I've been busy.

I still hadn't told them is quit my job and I had did that over a month ago.

Meanwhile mama Sheila tryna get me to come back to church.

I would deny every time because of what happened last time.

The girls would often ask about me and i would tell them im busy.

Maybe it was best if I stayed away from August.

We have only known each other for 2 months and I was already wanting to do some freaky things to him.

Plus another downfall is that my brain has gotten out of control.

I think some of the most nastiest thing.

It's like my brain needs to be washed and cleaned in holy oil.

Kel is all of a sudden calling me out of nowhere.

And everytime I answer his famous line is "Where you at?".

Ionk why he ask me that like I'm supposed to always be at home.

I drunk the rest of my whine cooler and went inside the house.

I was sitting on the back porch clearing my head.

Then all of a sudden my doorbell went off.

I knew it wasn't August because he would always knock.

I opened the door and it was Kel.

"Hey lil sis." He greeted as he walked in.

"What you doing here?" I questioned playing with my fingers.

"Damn I don't get a 'Hey brother. How are you doing today'?" He sat down on the couch.

"Anyways what are you doing here?" I questioned again.

"Ma and pops wanted me to come check on you. Say you been acting different." he examined living room.

"Nope. Totally not acting different." I sat down on the couch.

"Yes we both know that's a lie. So who is he?" He smirked.

"He..how do you know it a h..." I stumbled.

"You know you stumble over your words when your lying or nervous." He investigated.

"Okay okay. I met someone out here and we talk." I admitted.

"Talk? By the way your glowing, looks like y'all done did way more than talk." He shrugged.

"That's none of your business Kel." I mumbled.

"You right." He spoke.

I heard a knock at the door and knew who it was.

I instantly froze and began to get nervous.

"Is that him?" Kel asked.

I couldn't talk so I nodded.

The more the seconds passed the harder he knocked.

"Aren't you gonna get the door?" Kell asked.

I looked at him and got up.

I opened the door to see August standing there.

"What?" I grumbled.

"Damn ma dats how you greet a nigga?" He barged in.

I rolled my eyes and followed after him.

"Look baybeh we needa tal....who da fuck is dat?" He yelled as he looked at Kel then at me.

"First of all calm your fucking nuts." I yelled back surprising Kel.

He looked at me and clenched his jaw.

"So dis what we doing having otha niggas ova hea'? You letting him hit it? Wow Jay I thought we was betta than that?" He paced.

"Nigga hold the fuck on. Aren't you the same one who ate my shit then have the audacity to admit to fucking anotha bitch. You ain't my man so chill tf out homeboy." I shot at him.

"Really Jay dats how you feel.....you know fuck it....fuck both y....." He got cut off by Kel.

"Aye homie. Yeen finna disrespect ha like that." Kel Spoke becoming frustrated.

"Nig...." August started.

"Kel, I can handle it leave. I'll call you when I'm good." I ordered.

"Nahh Naye. I think I should stay." He replied.

"You heard h...." August started and I cut him off once again.

"Do like I said and go. I got it nigga." I told him.

He left out the door but I knew he wouldn't be going far.

"You really hurt a nigga. I tho...." August started.

"Don't even finish that sentence. Cause I thought we was better than that too. Then have the nerve to say hurt. Nigga try being a female who was almost in love with a fucking jailbird. But guess what, you did it to yourself. Obviously we aren't better than that. I really liked you. I thought yo ass had enough since than to eat me out and then go fuck that bitch. But you know what ion even give a damn no more. If that's who you want then go head." My voice cracked.

I couldn't cry in front of him that showed weakness and the last thing I am is weak.

I started to walk out the living room but he grabbed my arm.

"Baybeh I'm sorry ma....ian mean to hurt chu." He confessed.

"Baby. Nigga I ain't yo baby." I yelled.

"Stop fucking yelling at me." He yelled.

"Bitch. Last time I checked I was in my home. So you can exit the same way you entered. You must be mistaking me for that other bitch but let's get this shit correct. I will never be put in the same sentence nor muthafuckin category as that whore." I finished.

He stood there looking at me like a lost fucking dog.

So I headed to my room.

"That's my damn brother you bomb bitch." I yelled as I closed my room door.

"And get the fuck out." I yelled.

He had me totally fucked up.

Coming to my shit thinking he bout to check some.

As I thought over the situation I realized how fucked up he had me.

I may take certain shit but I will never be a fool and let you run over me.

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