August(in mm)
After that night that Jay told me she wanted me to take her virginity. I came up with a plan to make her first time special and worth the while.
Knowing that she waited on me made it that much more important for me to do it the right way.
Sitting back chilling, some lyrics popped in my head.
I had been thinking of music for a while now and I was thinking about getting into the industry.
I mean my life was set up for it.
I had money from when I slung dope, I had my future family, and a voice.
That's really all I needed. So I called Kev last week. I knew he was in the business and could get me access to a studio.
We scheduled for today since, I lied to Jay and told her I had to go handle business. I asked her to watch Moni, it was all apart of the plan.
I wrote down the lyrics in my note pad I bought like a month ago and went upstairs to get ready.
After I had gotten myself together I headed to the spot Kev told me about.
I pulled up and got out ready to get down to business.
I walked in and saw Kev with a broad on his lap. I nodded and sat down.
"Wassam Aug, this Chris Brown, I'm sure you done heard his music but he gone help you with your shit since y'all be on that light skin nigga shit." Kev spoke.
"Nigga you light too. But Wassam Chris, I fuck with your music the long way." I dapped him up.
We got down to business and I liked that, I had a family at home and didn't have no time to waste.
Before you knew it I was in the studio with my headphones on and the perfect beat to the lyrics I had prepared.
I started with the lyrics I had then I sang from my heart. Since it was about Jay it was easy.
I'm not telling you to wait, oh
I'm not telling you to wait on me, no
I'm not telling you to wait, but I'm hoping that you'll wait
I know this may not be my place
But I got something I should say to you
Sometimes I'm in a different space
But that don't change the way I feel for you, I do
This may not be the best time
I got a lot going inside my mind
Don't think for a minute that I'm a fool
Don't know what I'll do if I lose you
You need someone who will be there to hold you
I can't even say that it's fair, but I do
Hope you know I'll always be here if you need me
What I gotta say isn't easy
If you gotta leave
Girl, I won't stop you, so do what you gotta do
I don't want you to go
But I got a few things in life that I gotta do
I'm not telling you to wait
I'm not telling you to wait on me
I'm not telling you to wait
I'm not telling you to wait on me
But I'm hoping that you'll wait
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait
I told you when I met you girl that I would need patience
You said that you understood so I thought that you could take it
We have a real good thing
Nothing should come between us
Now you want some things I never promised
You say something missing, I was always honest
Telling you the way that I felt for you
Could be something real that I never knew
You need someone who will be there to hold you
I can't even say that it's fair, but I do
Hope you know I'll always be here if you need me
What I gotta say isn't easy
If you gotta leave
Girl, I won't stop you, so do what you gotta do
I don't want you to go
But I got a few things in life that I gotta do
I'm not telling you to wait
I'm not telling you to wait on me
I'm not telling you to wait
I'm not telling you to wait on me
But I'm hoping that you'll wait
But I'm hoping that you'll wait
But I'm hoping that you'll wait
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait
Once the beat stopped I took off the headphones and looked up at Kev and Chris, looking surprised.
I smirked and walked out into the main room.
I sat down in my seat and looked at them waiting on their remarks.
"Nigga yo ass gone take off and it ain't gone take long if you sang like that. The ladies love shit that they can make about them and that right there gone have allum ready to throw they current nigga away." Chris said.
I chuckled and waited on Kev.
"I felt that shit ya heard me, maybe we can work together sometime." Kev said as I dapped them up.
"Now this session was easy cause you had your shit down packed and ready to go but next time, it might take longer. You never know in this line of work. But I'll see y'all later this bitch tryna suck my dick." Chris laughed as he left.
Kev and I left. I stopped by Mazzio's before heading home to my girls.
Once I pulled in the heard I grabbed the food and headed inside.
I sat the food on the counter and washed my hands.
"JaNaye." I yelled.
"Yea." She said as she came down the stairs.
"You hungry? I bought Mazzio's." I kissed her forehead.
"Good. I put money down not to long ago. What did you have to handle?" She asked.
"Nun ya business." I smiled.
"Mhm." She looked at me suspicious.
"I wasn't out doing anything wrong so don't start that shit." I smacked her ass and placed her on my lap.
"I guess August. I just don't see why you can't tell me." She huffed.
"Because I can't." I smiled at her rolling her eyes.
"Then lemme see your phone." She held out her hand.
I smacked and she looked at me crazy.
"Nope." I popped the p.
"You know what fuck you. Your sleeping downstairs." She got up and left out the kitchen.
Like hell I was. I ought to go up there fuck her senseless since she wanna be in her feelings.
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