FORGOTTEN

Day 226

Day 226

Today, I woke up by a disgusting, revolting feeling in my... lower area. When I threw my blanket aside and exposed the bloody sea in my bed. My first reaction was a loud and high scream in despair, after that I just gave in and groaned frustrated in my hands, until I heard a soft knocking against the door. Then Ink started to speak.

"P-Pibs, everything alright in there?"

"INK, DUN COME IN! I WARN YOU, IF YOU JUST TAKE ONE STEP IN!" But the door was already opened and Ink's head appeared in the door frame, his excited expression turned to shock in a millisecond.

"I-Ink... It's not as bad... as it looks like... EH?" But Ink already rushed up to me, shouting and wild moving and he was lifting me up, while screaming further into my ears.

"WE HAVE TO GET YA IN A HOSPITAL! QUICK! WHAT THE FUCK DID YA DO, HELP! AAAAAAAAAAAH NEVERMIND, WELP!" Before I could prevent him or something, Ink dragged me into one of his ink portals and we ended up in the anti-void in front of a fat building, I think, so we went into it and soon I sat in one of the diagnosis rooms. Ink told me, while we waited, that this was the PAU-Hospital (Public Alternate Universe Hospital).

"Well, yes. It's just my period... And I'm having the struggle, that I got them pretty... HARD?" The doctor giggled a little.

"Y-yeah, I feel you. I g-got the same problem... D-do you need... 'things'? I could offer y-you some..." I affirmed her offer and she went to a drawer nearby and teared bandages and tampons out of it. Then she reached it to me and pushed me into the bathing room... I skip this part, eh?

So, I stood out again and looked down at my shorts and noticed them to be super soaked in dried blood. And I noticed too, I haven't got any changing clothes here, but Ink was already standing in the room again and the doctor just explained him what my 'disease' was.

"Heya, Ink. Uh, sorry for worrying you, I think... I look like I just... died?"

"Nonononono. It's alrighty! I heard from the docotr, you're on your days, eh? Do you need anything? Wait, I'll offer you my pants until we're home!" He moved into the bathroom and I guess, he removed his leggings there, because when he stepped out, they hung in his arms.

"Thanks... Ink. I'll put it on real quick and we can go home..." And I went in the bathroom again, like SO many times on this day. So, I put on his leggings, felt pretty uncomfortable and this shit was so fucking tight (Actually, it was not, just felt like it, because I was on my period).

"Uh... the doctor just told me, how PAINFUL this is for you! I want you to be comfortable all day, so let's get you food!" With this he teared me out of the big hospital, while I was slightly noticing my stomach aches in my lower areas and could do it to slow Ink down.

"What's wrong? Does something hurt you?"

"Just a little stomach ache... no biggie..." But Ink had his own opinion and lifted me on his arms, then we went on to an alternate version of Snowdin to find a good shop. Ink placed me in a caddy and cruised through the shopping isles. While that, I was allowed to tell Ink, what I wanted him to buy and I first just told him to buy some more tampons and bandages, after that Ink took over control and got me some sweets and salty stuff. I only watched him smiling, then we did it to get home and store all the food.

"Ink... I'll get a hot bath, I think... I should clean this mess off..."

"Okay, do this... I will be in my room, just shortly! You can call me, when you're done!" And we both went on doing our stuff, after I overthought the whole thing, I decided to just take a quick shower and get back in my comfy clothes. Ink's leggings just pleased me too much and I slipped into them, sneaked into my room and grabbed a worn-out shirt of my wardrobe. Downstairs laid the hoodie of Ink, he seemed to have left it there and so I slipped in it too.

"So fluffy..." I moaned softly and let myself fall on the couch, stared up to the ceiling and tried to imagine a beautiful drawing up there. I was just making some random lines in my mind, when Ink's head popped in my sight and he grinned widely.

"Hi~"

"Hey?" Ink reacted a little confused to my bad flirt try, but I just laughed amused and continued staring at him. After a while, Ink sat next to me on the sofa, raised my head up and placed it on his lap.

"How's your belly?"

"It's tearing a little... like some cramps..." I pulled my legs up to my stomach and wrapped my arms around my lower part. Something warm placed on the hurting spot and started to massage it, if I was a cat, I would've started to purr immediately.

"Does it help? Should I get you some food."

"No. Just stay here... That's all." He stood by my side, massaged my hurting spot and I slowly faded into a dreaming stage. I almost fell asleep, when Ink decided to change his position and heaved me up between his legs, my head finally positioned on his chest.

"Ink... Do you think, we're acting... like a couple lately?" The thought just rushed in my mind and I didn't think too much by asking him this, but Ink didn't react negative. His head tilted down to my neck and I felt his hot breath on my skin.

"Yes and... I feel terrible 'bout it, I mean... Do I influence your feelings with 'him'? Does it feel weird to you? Do you like it?" I was blushing a little, but silenced by his question to think properly and I really couldn't think straight.

"I dunno... well, I do know, but... I'm confused." With this, I pressed myself closer at Ink, so, he wouldn't interrupt his touches somehow and he did not.

"I like acting like a couple." I whispered softly, because I expected Ink not to hear it, but he raised his one hand and clutched my cheeks together. He brushed gently over my blushing cheeks, playing with my strands and we went on with this acting, over hours.

I don't really know, I mean... It's almost a month between the break-up and the day now, I'm really sure, that I fell for Ink. And, I think he loves me too, but well... there's this truce, between him and Error. I mean, I feel terrible about the fact, my feelings changed so fast...

What will Error think of me, when it all comes out?

I dunno... I hate my heart. My soul. Gyah, screw it all. I'm just enjoying this now.