Destiny & Distance

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He kept walking without taking his eyes off me, his eyes were wandering from the trailer to me, minutes later I lost track of him and my thoughts of the articles came back to my mind. Couldn't I just be with the person that makes me happy without anybody snooping around our relationship? Is it that hard?
I take my phone out again, ignoring the messages from my "friends" and my family, I didn't wanted to explain anything to anybody. I log into Pinterest, my favorite app, I started to pin a lot of things on my boards and that keeps me distracted for a while

—Gabriela? -someone behind me talks, I turn around to see the older lady talking to me-

—Yeah?

—Chris' calling you -she smiles, I see the other guy and the girl leaving the trailer- we're finished but he can't leave the trailer until he's called to film -I smile at her-

—Thank you. Have a nice day -I wave at her as she leaves-

I go into the trailer and Chris was looking at his phone with his face frowned

—I can't believe any of this -he says, I just stay there quiet, his eyes won't leave his phone- you're nothing they say -he looks up- you're lovely, you're kind, you're so smart... You're not a gold digger, you're not a whore. Do you know that, right? -I slowly nod-

But still, I don't reply, I feel emotionally exhausted

—Gabbie, I don't want you to feel like that... I, I just wish I'd be a normal person so I could offer you a normal relationship, I'm sorry... -he looks at his feet now-

—So you're breaking up with me? -I weakly say, almost in a whisper-

—What? No, no -he quickly replies, standing up- do... do you want to break up?

I sigh, annoyed

—No, Chris, I don't -I cross my arms- I actually enjoy being with you, I was quite excited for our life together, nothing's going as planned but I'm willing to fight for us

—Thank you -he sighs- I know this isn't normal, I'm not used to this and I've been into this... world, for a while now, but I'm glad you're willing to stick around. I'll make everything worth it -he comes close to me, hugging me- I'm just worried about you, I don't want you to get hurt, I hate seeing you upset and not being able to do anything to avoid it

—It's tough, isn't it? -I say weakly smiling- now I understand the pressure you go through, and I'm sorry you have to go through this -I say, he smiles at me-

—Want to know a secret? I found out about it a while ago

—Would Captain America tell me his secret? -I playfully ask, making Chris giggle-

—You are my secret -he caress my cheeks- I mean it, you just make my world better and I'm happy I found you

—Technically, I found you since I was the one who talked to your mom -I joke-

—Alright, alright, you found me -he puts his hands up in surrender-

—That's correct, young man

—Oh, now I'm young? -he raises one eyebrow-

—I just said that to make you feel better but hell no. I'm dating an old man -I joke-

We were laughing at each others comments and I forgot about the world and its articles, that's what made me realize why I was still with Chris, he made me forget about the world, he'd make me feel loved and cherished whenever I was with him, after cracking up some jokes and laughing till we cried, I look at him

—I'll stick with you for as long as you'd want me to -I say out of nowhere with a smile plastered on my face-

—What do you mean? -he asks with a smirk on-

—All I'm saying is that you're worth whatever stuff we have to go through

—Then I'm happy to know about it -he smiles at me-

—Plus -I finish my sentence with a joke because typical of me- you're friends with Thor and I just saw him outside and I was about to faint -I confess, making Chris laugh-

—Are you serious?

—I'm dead serious. I mean, how many women can say that her boyfriend's friends with Thor? Mmm, me! -I joke laughing, causing Chris to laugh-

—Then I'll tell Chris that -he says- I'll go like man, this is my girlfriend, by the way, she just told me she wouldn't leave me cause I'm friends with you

—Don't, Chris -I was laughing so much, and so loudly- if you do that, I'll murder you. Okay? -he was cracked up too-

—Okay, okay -he puts his arms up in surrender, I look down at the floor still smiling- Gabriela? -I look at him-

—Yeah?

—I'll try to fix this, I promise

And without explanations, I knew what he was talking about, I just nodded and gave him a hug & a quick peck. Someone interrupted our love bubble knocking on the trailer door

—Come in -Chris said-

A woman with headphones on opened the door 

—Oh, sorry to interrupt. Chris, you have to go film now -she smiled at us and closed the door again-

—Well, that's my cue, baby -he winked at me-

—Okay baby -I smile at him-

—I'll try to do everything perfect so when can finish earlier and then, I'll introduce you the cast and show you around here. I promise

—Go, go -I joke, giving him a kiss before-

The hours went away quickly, I was FaceTiming an old friend from Venezuela, just updating each other on our lives so time flew. Chris came into the trailer looking sweaty and tired

—Ready? -he smiled at me-

—More than ready -I squealed-

I said goodbye to my friend and followed Chris out of the trailer, the weather was hotter now. I tried to contain my excitement but I couldn't, I was looking around like a little kid at Magic Kingdom, we were now entering a big room where I recognized a lot of faces, my palms were sweating cold, Chris looked at me knowing I was beyond excited but trying to play it cool

—Guys, here she is, finally -he introduced me-

I was just smiling, not knowing what to do

—Oh, it's you. I saw you earlier -Hemsworth said-

No freaking way, Chris Hemsworth just fucking recognized me. Sara will not believe this

—Gabbie? You alright? -Chris laughed- she's starstruck

-Fuck off, Chris -I rolled my eyes laughing, then I remembered we weren't alone and my cheeks turned red- sorry, sorry -I quickly said but they were laughing-

—She's totally your type -Scarlett said-

Oh mom, you have to be here!

—I got carried away -I giggled- nice to meet you, I'm Gabriela -I wave at them, they wave back- and yes, it's me -I turned to see Chris- I was outsides Chris' trailer

—Yeah, I was a little bit off since I haven't seen your face around before

—I think you have noticed by now, but Gabbie's a big MCU fan

—How come you chose, out of all the MCU, the less good looking man? -Robert sassily asked-

—Oh well, it's not like I had the whole catalogue to choose -I joke back-

—Mmm... You're right, I'm sure that if you had to choose again, you'd choose me -Robert jokes, making us laugh, even Chris which was nice-

—Busted! -I play along, giggling- oh, but seriously now, Chris' the best -I look at him smiling-

—Aren't these two the cutest? -Jeremy asks- I never thought I'd see Chris this in love