𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐲|a.g

imagine

[disclaimer]
it has been said that this song is about malcom and ik that ariana's boyfriend in this story was malcom (before his tragic passing) but out of respect im changing ariana's boyfriend in this story to pete davidson. rest easy malcom. you have us good vibes and good music. i hope you enjoy this chapter! (:

ps: im using this song as an interpretation to concord with the plots to fit my story

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once again here's ariana grande's new single "imagine"

"turn it off emma." i grumbled. not a single dude ive heard the song and from
what you told me it's totally about you." she said, leaning over to turn off the radio. i rolled my eyes. "i dont care if it's about a rats ass emma. i want to forget her altogether."

the truth is i was really curious about the song. ive heard people talk about it being out ever since i landed back home two hours ago. it's all over the radio in los angeles. shit it was probably on the radio around the world.

i might have not known what ariana grande looked like, but i had heard her music and her name being thrown around award shows. she just happened to be the girl i liked. "it scares me when you dose off like that when your driving." emma said giving me the side eye. i sighed.

"well you were tired to drive so why the fuck are you complaining." i scoffed. emma grinned putting a hand on my shoulder. "there's the sarcastic asshole y/n that i know and love."

"okay bitch calm down. are you down to go thrifting tomorrow?" i asked, pulling into emma and i's apartment complex. "you don't even have to ask. im always down to go  thrifting. see you tomorrow dude." she said getting out of the car. i gave her a soft smile.

as i pulled into my tiny garage i couldn't help but think about the song. it was killing me to know what the song was about. i shouldn't be this attached. what was happening to me? i sighed heavily. i pulled out my phone and typed in her name. immediately the song popped up. my finger hovered over the play button. i held my breath with i managed to press it.

step up the two of us, nobody knows us. get it the car like skrtt. stayin up all night order me pad thai then we gon sleep till noon.

my heart raced when she mentioned the car ride. that just bought memories of the night we went to get cigarettes in the middle of the night. it was most likely a coincidence. i sat back into the drivers seat of my car and kept listening to her soft voice flow through the garage.

me with no makeup you in the bathtub, bubbles and bubbly ooh.
this is a pleasure feel like we never, act this regular.

i didn't know what she meant by that. to be honest i was hypnotized by her angelic voice. she was very much talented and i found myself finding something else i love about her.

click click click and post. dripped dripped dripped in gold. quick quick quick let's go. kiss me and take off your clothes

my eyes go wide when she sang those few lines. my jaw clenched as the thought of the picture of me asleep in ariana's bed. if this song was "about me" it was such a shitty thing to sing. i paused the song and say in the warm garage. dripped in gold. i thought.

glancing down at my small sunflower tattoo on my wrist i couldn't help but assume. the idea could have been so farfetched but i was beginning to fall into the rabbit hole of the possibility that this song possibly involved me.

i had requested the sunflower tattoo to be colored more on the golden side. sunflowers are usually a bright yellow. the gold symbolized my appreciation for the happiness my tattoo radiated. a tattoo that disgracefully reminded me of ariana every time i looked at it.

i pressed play again and let the rest of the song unfold in front of me.

imagine a world like that. we go like up till im sleep on your chest. love how my face fits so good in you're neck. why can't you imagine a world like that? imagine a world

when we laid there in her bed, naked i felt like i finally did it. i managed to find the one. she slept on my chest with that angelic smile on her face. i couldn't help to feel ecstatic. my eyes snaked down my neck where the turtle neck hid her marks. i wonder if she's covering the marks i left on her.

knew you were perfect after the first kiss took a deep breath like "ooh". feels like forever baby i never thought that it would be you.

that sinful kiss we shared at disney world. our first kiss and most likely out last. i was glad she felt that way because that's the exact same way i felt. but this was all a coincidence right? after all that's happened the last 24 hours i had the right to think that it was all a stunt.

tell me your secrets all of the creep shit. that's how i know it's true. baby, direct it, name in the credits like the movies do.

it all tied back to the late night cigarette run ariana and i went on. as dumb as this sounds i never told anyone that i smoked cigarettes when i couldn't sleep. not even emma (even though i think she suspected i did.)

for the rest of the song i just thought about her. her brown eyes. the dimples from her face all the way to the dimples on her back. her shining smile every time i made a lame attempt at a joke. every little birthmark and freckle she had on her face when she had no makeup on. her lavender scent. i thought about everything.

the name ariana grande was tattooed onto my heart and it was gonna hurt so bad if i tried to remove it.

"you're probably overreacting y/n." i muttered to myself. i took my keys and closed my car, luggage in hand. i sighed as the cool air from my apartment filled my complexion. "a nice shower will take my mind off this shit." i assured myself, placing my luggage on the floor and my phone on the counter.

"alexa play redemption by drake." i rasped out as i headed into the bathroom.

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did you like the song?

a/n: hello everyone. i hope everyone enjoyed this chapter and had the chance to read the disclaimer. if for some chance you couldn't here it is. i portrayed mac with a horrible personality in this story and out of respect for him i decided to change ariana's bf in the story. that is all! ty for reading my mediocre writing (: -emily