A Single Moment Of Sincerity

🥀chapter twenty-four🥀

3 months later

Me and Ben are in separate terms yet again, I'm so close to my due date but he still can't keep it in his pants. I haven't seen him for three weeks but we have finally decided to meet up to speak about terms for the baby since it is not fair I keep her all to myself.

Right now I'm getting ready. I was wearing a very baggy jumper paired with sweat pants which seems to be the only thing I wear recently. Currently I have been staying with Sam and Annie since I didn't want to stay with Ben any longer even though I miss him more then anything.

"Hey Annie can you drive me" I asked not being able to drive myself

"Of course don't forget if you continue arguing just go to the house and get all the rest of your stuff" she said shoving me towards her car.

"Love you babe, love you sis, love you niece" sam yelled to us as we entered the car

He had already started buying the little shit everything he finds cute she's gonna be bloody spoilt rotten by the way everyone is going.

"What do you think your gonna day to each other" Annie asked

"I'm gonna let him explain himself, if I feel he deserves it I'll give him a second chance and that will be it no more chances afterwards if I don't then I'm packing my shit and we will sort out a baby schedule" I said cold heartedly but who can blame me, I'm an hormonal reck of a human.

"Make sure he cry's then you know he's sorry" Annie said making me giggle

"Annie I didn't know how cruel you could be"' I said giggling

We finally pulled up outside of his house well our house since we both paid half towards it.

"Call me if you need me" Annie said giving me and awkward car hug. (A/n you know those wired ones where you kinda lean in)

"Bye boo" I said while leaving her car and walking up the driveway

I didn't even bother to knock because I knew I didn't need to, number one everyone let's themselves in anyway. Number two, he knows I'm coming. Number three, it's my house aswell.

I walked in to see empty bottles everywhere. Not just beer bottles but bottle of water which must have been used to sober up.

"Fucking hell the place is a tip" I yelled causing ben to jump of the couch in fright

"Baby I thought you wasn't coming and it scared me because I love you so much and I didn't want you to leave me I wasn't drunk I was shitfaced and I know that isn't and excuse for my actions but just know I love you with all my heart" ben said practicaly tripping up from his own words

"Try taking a breath, and if you ever fucking do this again baby or no baby I will not come back" I said trying to stay serious but it's bloody impossible when he is all sad. "Your a fucking wanker, a cunt, a dickhead and everything else bad. But your all mine and I won't let you go that easily" I said smiling causing him to crack a smile,

Who am I bloody kidding how the fuck can I stay mad I'm a hormonal reck that just wants his cuddles I immediately walking over giving home and awkward hug due to my baby bump.

"I love you babe" ben whispered into my ear his voice cracking at every word. "I swear I'll never do that again" he continued

"I know you won't Benji" I said pulling away from the hug so I could go call Annie to let her know I'm staying

"Hey babe, yeah I'm staying, no he hasn't, Yeah I know what I said, I'm not an idiot, let sam be mad at me, okay bye babes" I said all on the phone to Annie