Jahseh POV
She's not answering my calls or messages. The tour was finally my done as I need to tell her the truth, but I wish the person who was mad at me wouldn't also be my girlfriend. I got a ride in a Uber home as I grabbed the extra key I had in hidden near the door.
Once the door was opened I called out for Katrina as she didn't answer. My eyes lead me to a note that was left on the table as I read it
Jahseh
So you chose them over me...which means I can't stay here. My heart belong to you and you betrayed it. You knew the last person who did that and you repeated history... I guess all guys truly are the same. Don't come looking for me Jahseh Onfroy because Xxxtentaction has ruined it for the both of you.
Katrina J.
I called her name loud inside the house hearing my own echo come back. Where would she be gone too? I called Phoebe asking her where she would be and she was with her.
Katrina POV
I'm glad the she let me stay in the nail shop which I am surprised the back is huge, well bigger than what I thought it was going to be. My room was the closest one to the shop and honestly it's pretty cute.
Phoebe ordered Chinese food for us as I just watched her do nails for a little bit and helping out.
"I think it's nice being here...not worrying about any guy cheating on you and-"
"You still haven't told him have you?" She read my mind as I was planning on telling him
"I was but I don't know now. He cheated on me with 50+ girl on that tour. You didn't see where some girls were around Ski and on him?"
"I mean we not together fully so my say-so ant important right now." She said taking another bite
"It's sad how you got the actual Chinese food and I got the chicken."
"Not my fault love, you're pregnant and still...need to tell her baby daddy."
"It's not that I don't want to...play it is that but also it's like you have to prove yourself he chose the girls over me."
"Hey better late than never on telling him."
"Why do you say that?" I asked as he put her box down on the table and taking off her apron
"Because he pulled up outside."
"How can you see with your back turned?"
"The mirror over there showed me" She said as for some reason I just started to feel sick and couldn't bear to be up and about
"Im gone to my room."
"Why?! You need to tell him!" She yelled as I walked to the room with out giving her an explanation.
phoebe pov
What's wrong with her? She said she gonna tell him but left...Is she scared or do she want me to tell him? Her face did look as if something was wrong with her body internally beside the pregnancy. X walked in as I teased him for a little bit
"Decided to get your nails done huh?" I said as he laughed
"If I do it's going to be painted black"
"With fake nails?" I questioned bursting into laughter as he changed the topic quickly
"Where Katrina?"
"Going by first names are we...? Go down this first hallway and go to your right she is the third door on your left side." I stated as he walked in the direction I gave him and another client came in
"Yes ma'am?" I questioned here. I swear if she wants the summer vibe nails I'm going to lose my mind everyone wants those nails now since my model posed with them
"You are the woman who does the summer nails right? How much are they?"
"Yes I am and the ones like in the photo and video were $75 just the basic color and summer vibe is $45" I told her grabbing my apron as i started to work again
Katrina POV
I really don't feel good besides being pregnant and depressed I have a huge headache from crying a lot and not the tears will not stop falling down.
"Trina?" He called my name as I didn't answer. He twisted the knob as I watched on the other side sitting on my bed just think why my heart feels like this. Why do I feel this sudden betrayal by him after those girls were on him, he chose them so why is he here?
"Let me in!" I hear Jahseh on the otherside of the door as I don't know if I should answer. Did phoebe tell him I was here? I sat on the bed quite heating what he had to say. Not trying to let him hear
"Why can't we just talk? I'm sorry Katrina, what I did was fucked up."
I quitely got up and moved to where my back was to the door as my head were in my knees as I tried so hard to just end it all. The last I'm sorry I heard as a teen almost killed me and it hurts me right now to even think that after you know a girl past to repeat it
I started to hear Jahseh as he started to play a instrumental to something. He always knew that music makes me feel better
He started to rap as I just sat there analyzing the lyrics trying to forgive him but I can't
After he rapped I stayed quiet even though I wanted to hug him I just couldn't. I couldn't sleep after what happened with him and that girl. Betrayal always makes me hate people... It is now three o'clock in the morning, I open the door seeing Jah laying on the ground fast asleep in his hoodie not giving up. I put some blankets on him and a pillow down under his head as he looked so cute. I just feel broken and need to sooth myself. One bottle of Henny, three bottles of vodka and some pills. Each sip of alcohol sooth my pain and the pills made it better. When I felt just perfect enough I laid down going to sleep. I know that pills and alcohol won't kill you if it's for relieve right?
Jah pov
I woke up the next morning with covers on me and a pillow as I was confused, but that same loud smell was in the air as I knew the shop was back open. I went to the front shop as phoebe was doing nails again
" I see you are up?" She says as I saw girls record me.
"Yeah and thanks for the cover last night"
" I didn't put any covers on you?" She says as I got confused was it Trina? Did she forgive me? I went back to her room as it was open. I saw glass bottles on the floor as she laid on the bed. I shook her awake but she didn't wake up. I put an ear over her heart as I heard nothing.
"Trina?" I called out as I moved her body as it was lifeless. I sprinted in the front of the shop getting Phoebe attention
"Call the ambulance she's not breathing!"
"What?!" Phoebe said shocked
A/N- so this is why I had written well some of it I will upload the next chapter out soon I just didn't want you all to think I forgot about y'all
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Blades Away | XXXTENTACTION
FanfictionKatrina Inez Jones has been a good friend to Jahseh before he came XXXTentaction. They have always defended one another until one day Katrina decides to take twenty years for Jahseh. She has been turned by every family member but X. He gets her out...
