I never truly knew what it was like really liking somebody until now. When I am not talking to this person I feel as if I am missing something or I just crave talking to them. I miss him if that makes any sense. It's been a while now since he's came around and I am dreading it. On that note, I am not getting the same energy back that I am giving. My love life is acting tough about now, but that is okay. If I were to see him again though, I would tell him everything that is and was happening in my life since the last time. Man, I truly miss him so much and I don't even know why. If I could spill out my feelings then I would, but I don't even know how he would react. I really should give up on this, as of right now I feel like nothing is going to happen and probably something won't happen, only God can predict anything that happens in my life in the future. Okay, enough of my life rant. I know life is so busy, but at times I just want somebody to go on adventures with and the first time we spent time together, this is what really stuck with me every since then, these words he told me never left my head. I may sound crazy and all, but when we went out we took a route, but when we left we ended up taking a different route, and believe me if I am wrong, but taking new routes in life bring me such happiness. I love to surround myself with adventures and adventurous people, it brightens up my life because at times I get sad over little things or just in general. As of right now I am trying to write and I don't know if what I am saying is making any sense because I am watching a Netflix show and it's super good, I am so obsessed with it. I currently have a discussion due tomorrow morning and I should be working on it, but I am writing this and watching Netflix so I am not put into a good situation right now lol I love Netflix. I hope everyone is having a good day and have a great Thanksgiving as well! Be grateful for everyone in your life and spent some time with your family because they are the one that love you and they are also a source of happiness I love to rely on. Have a good one. :)
- M.
