ch.10 'Gloomy'

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They wake up hugging each other. Both of them looks at each other and for a split second they stay still and then realizes the situation. Both of them jump to the side of the tent. "Oh sorry, I didn't mean to.." They say together.

They take out their head from the tent to see if anyone was out yet. "Yuri, hurry back to your tent, no ones out". Yuri is nervous bust most of all scared. She is just about to get out when the the guy with green outfit shows up in front of her. "Good morning Yuri" he says and gives her a smirk. The way he said good morning gives her chills, she can't move neither talk. She stands still, almost forgets to breath.

Jungkook comes out and says "Yuri tell him I needed some help with translating a few words since I will have to go back. I can't speak english you know. I am here don't worry."

Yuri does as he says, the guy with the green outfit looks at them suspiciously.
He walks away, turns his head once and looks at them and mimics their shocked faces.

"What's up with him? He is acting very strange" Jungkook says.
He puts his hand on her shoulder and tells her to go back to the tent before anyone else shows up. When she turns back to her tent, Jungkook gets a notification. It's an article, about him and a girl, Yuri.
A picture of them both sleeping together.

Yuri was just about to change her clothes when she got a notification.
"Yuri!!" Jungkook comes to her tent, he was trying to distract her from the news. He can't let her see it!

"Wait" she answers him.

He can't wait any longer and goes inside her tent.
But he was too late, she already saw the news.

BREAKING: The main vocalist in the kpop group BTS, Jungkook, the youngest member. Having a good time in North Carolina with an anonymous girl....they spent a romantic rainy night under the stars in his tent.... Though it hasn't been confirmed yet by the company BigHit. We believe the girl is his girlfriend....Fans are claiming the girl is a gold digger. Some other says she got paid for this....Many fans are shading tears and are very hurt. "How could he do this to us?".

As result they both left the trip, he was forced back to Seoul because of the incident.
She couldn't stay there at this situation without him. There where no reasons for her to stay.

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Jungkook sits in the airplane on his way back to Seoul. Before the plane lifts, he writes a message to Yuri.
"I will do everything I can to fix it, don't worry and take care of your health. Text me when you get home. Yuri don't forget, whatever happens I will never leave you! We will fix it, I will do everything I can just to keep you by my side. Yuri I am sorry, you have to go through this because of me. I am ashamed, but that won't stop me from trying even harder. In a few months when everything is calm, we will meet. I promised you!...Yuri..I miss you."

"I believe in you, I will always stay by your side Jungkook. You have to keep your promise! Have a safe trip and tell me when you get home too. Don't worry too much and focus on work. I miss you too."

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Yuri opens the door to her home. *finally, I have missed my home. It feels so safe here..* she thinks while she enters. As she puts of her jacket and shoes, she feels a heaviness in her soul. She feels very uneasy. Throwing away her bags and running to the toilet. She throws up. Yuri sits down on the bathroom floor and starts crying. She has been holding on to her inner feelings, holding on to her tears and sadness. She takes out her phone, and sees a message from Jungkook saying he got home and asked about her. She texts back that she returned home safely. He wants to make a phone call but she feels tired and sick. Yuri doesn't tell him exactly how she feels and makes an excuse without making him worried.

Yuri takes out her note book, it was raining outside so everything felt very emotional.

Notebook
"I went home. The trip was great. I met an amazing person. Jungkook. He made me find myself. I am whole again...I miss him a lot. I am crying right now. I miss him...I feel very lonely without him. I wonder how he is. He must be doing fine right? I hope he isn't worrying too much. Why aren't we allowed to share our feelings? Are we not humans? I understand the fans. I respect them so much. They are who made him become who he is today. But what about me? What about us? Am I not worth him?...."

She closes her notebook, hugs it tightly. She can't control her feelings, her tears are falling down and she can't stop them. Yuri falls a sleep while hugging her notebook.
She misses him, not because they are far away from each other. They still have the contact and that makes her very happy. But she felt like her feelings for him was forbidden because of who she was. She was just a normal girl and he was famous. She felt like her freedom and choice was taken away from her because of her social status. She is just an ordinary girl. An ordinary girl who accidentally falls in love with a guy she wasn't supposed to.

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Hello~
I know it's been a while. I hope you liked this chapter and please look forward to the next one.

Thank you!
Take care!
Love yourself!

//T:e <3

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