Unexpected. •Jimin FF•

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No!

Things are just getting started with Jimin!

I should have waited before I applied!

But how was I supposed to know that this would happen?!

Jimin was out with his friends at the moment..

And thank god, that way I won't have to tell him immediately.

How am I going to tell him this?!

I told Lina that I would never hurt him..

And this is going to break his heart!!!

No!

I can't be the one who does that!

I was freaking out by now.

I the. Sat down on my bed burying my hand into my hair out of frustration and anxiety.

Not long later I felt my cheeks heating up and tears coming to meet the brim of my eyes...

My first reaction to these kind of things is to cry...

Im a really emotional person and I hate myself for it..

And I know that it effect the people around me..

Even though they say it doesn't, i know that it does.

I then heard the door open, boing that it was not Jimin.

And thank God that it is not...

I see Lina walking inside carrying in some laundry that she had for me.

But when she sees that I am crying she sets them down and then sits next to me and asks...

"Why Are You crying? What's wrong?"

Her voice is soft and sympathetic as she da d those words to me.

"L-Lins I can't go to college, I c-can't hurt Jimin like that.."

I stuttered and that washroom ably a mistake because it made me cry even harder..

I then heard a sigh escape her lips and felt her take ahold of my hand with hers.

"Y/N."

She says, practically in a whisper which caused me to look up at her.

" I know that i told you not to hurt him, but you can't just not go to college, you got accepted over seas, that's not just something g you can reject.."

She says which makes my heart ache more, knowing that she was right.

"B-but Lina, things are just getting started, and I'm afraid that if I go je will hate me.."

"He won't hate you Y/N... Jimin doesn't hate anyone except for his dad..."

"He told me about what he did you you when you guys were still in high school.. about how he treated you.."

"And he told me that he hates himself for it, and I even remember a few times last year I heard him crying in his room."

I felt my heart ache at her last few words.

Back when he was bullying me...

And making me feel horrible...

I really wouldn't have cared if we are being honest..

But now that I have gotten really attached and closer to him..

This hurts me..

I can't even stand the thought of him crying now..