ᴘᴏɪsᴏɴᴏᴜs ʟᴏᴠᴇ

Chapter 26

For being the reason, she dies. For being the reason, behind her fake smile. For not being there. For not showing my feelings.

For being a coward.

Take your time. Be with him. Then tell me, if you feel more for me or less. I'll gladly accept it as my fate. That's all i say before, i grab her hand and intertwine our hands before we stand in peaceful silent, looking at the beautiful stars in front of us without speaking a word.

Why d-did you never told me about your feelings back in the days? I am pretty sure, you always knew about mine. She says not looking at me and her broken voice just makes the sickening feeling in my chest, worse.

I was coward. Still, i am.

That's it? She laughs painfully, instantly making me turn my head towards her to see her, not looking at me.

There's a saying that runs in my family-“You'll stay with the girl, you love forever, but you won't ever get her.” I laugh at the saying that i have heard ever since i was young.

I don't know much but my grandfather loved a girl but something happened and they didn't ended up together and then came my father, you know about him and now me. And if you hear something since you were young, you believe it. I thought, since it runs in the family, it must be true. I turn towards her and squeezed her hand gently.

So, what did you found? Is it true? She asks looking at me, smiling.

I don't know. I tear my eyes away from hers, not being able to talk.

I-it depends. I whisper.

On who?

On you.

Maybe that's all it took for the tears to escape her eyes and caress her cheeks before spilling on the ground, becoming cold.

That was my cue. Cue to be there for her. Cue to at least be able to do one thing right to her. Without much thinking, she was in my embrace.

She sobs, and sobs harder each time, i rub her back or caress her soft hairs.
The feeling of relaxation settled in my chest when she stopped sobbing. She pulls away before speaking in her raspy voice,

It's getting late. We should leave.

We should. Even though, we don't want to, we have to.

Without another word, i was sitting on my bike.

Scoot a little. I gave her a confused look to which she just smiles.

I'll drive. You'll teach me. The sides of my mouths turns up and an honest smile captures my face.

She sits in front of me and her small hands grips the handles and my hands automatically wraps around her waist.

So, all i have to do is to control this? She asks refering to the handles as she turns them right to left and left to right. I chuckle at her cuteness before my hands grips her hands on the handles, i rest my chin on her shoulders as we both take off.

Just enjoy, i'll take care of driving. I whisper in her ears and felt a shiver run down her body which made me happy knowing the effect, i have on her.

Well, who's bike is this? I know, it's not yours. She says, just when i notice she isn't wearing a helmet.

It's Taehyung's.

Oh, you are dead.

I know. I laugh before continuing,

But if you don't wear helmet, you'll be dead. I say sarcastically to which she doesn't react.

I'm not a kid. Plus now, you can wrap your hands around me since i think, i can handle the bike now. She tells me, smiling and staring straight on the road. Following her instruction, my hands wraps around her arms and my body relaxes realising she is in my arms. I am holding her.

As our school comes in our view, we see the gates already opened and a white car with the label of “Hyundai” parked in front of our hostel building.

I knew that car way too well and maybe, Tzuyu also knew, that's why, she stops the bike way before we enter our school.

Her heads turns around, making my lips brush her skin causing her to close her eyes and inhale deeply.

He is here, Jungkook. M-mingyu is here. She whispers, breathing heavily before opening her eyes and brushing her lips on mine and lightly kissing them and then looking in front again as my grip on her waist becomes tighter and i pull her more closer to me, afraid, she might disappear.

Though she in in my arms, i can feel her fading away as we move closer to the school together.

❝ɪ'ʟʟ sᴛɪʟʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ
ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ɪ ʜᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜ
ʀᴇᴊᴇᴄᴛ ᴍᴇ.❞

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Hey guys!
This chapter seems more
like a bittersweet chapter.
But still enjoy.
Love ya❤❤