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Chapter 19

Song - Missing you by 2ne1

“ Chapter 19 - Always There ”

*Tzuyu's Pov*

In 7th Grade -

Jungkook and i sit silently in a big hall. I feel that something dangerous is going to happen. My heart won't stop beating.

I stare at him and he stares at me as i start to lean in. My right hand gently touches his right cheek and stay in place without moving.

We both lean in before my lips touches the most softest thing, i've ever felt. I kiss his cheeks and he closes his eyes just like me, enjoying the moment.

My heart felt the things it never did before. I loved it. I loved being with him. I love hi---

Tzuyu! It's time for school, wake up! My mom voices yells and i open my eyes almost instantly to find myself kissing a very soft pillow.

It was a dream.

I had a dream about Jungkook in 5th grade too, i confessed to him and he rejected me without thinking twice.

There is another one which i had recently in which Iu and i are standing beside each other, i stare at Jungkook and he just stares at Iu, smiling like a fool, crushing my heart without realising it.

It's just a dream in the end...

•••

Joy! Wink for me! I say to the love of my life and she raises her eyebrows at me.

You called for it, okay? She says before she tries to wink but fails miserably but she ended up looking more cute.

Taehyung! Try it. I say to him. Joy knows Taehyung liked me, probably everybody does. She even teases him about me then he teases me about Mingyu. It just goes on.

Taehyung winks sexily. Any girl will fall for him, then why not me? I wish, i could have fallen for him, then nothing bad would have happened to us, right?

Yah! You do it too! He tells me and I nod before winking. Taehyung smiles like a boyfriend proud of his girlfriend. I felt happy but at the same time, my heart heaved knowing he is still not properly over me.

Do it again. He says smiling foolishly and i do it again. He smiles just like a proud boyfriend before Joy burst out laughing and Taehyung's expression changes to the cold Taehyung before laughing.

See? The reason i love these dorks.

•••

I loved it here.

I love being with Joy who always makes me laugh, Taehyung who insults me yet stays by my side.
Taehyung never said anything about what we are and i liked it that way but i couldn't stop it from bothering me. So, i decided to ask.

I move my leg up and down in nervousness as i watch Joy wave us and leaving the classroom because she is in some school program which, i don't care about.

It's a free period. The whole class is talking except some who are busy writing or studying. I am alone with Taehyung in our seat. Should i ask?

Taehyung.