I'm a Monster. • Kim Namjoon / RM •

Chapter 12- Secrets.

I quickly walk down after Namjoon and catch the door before he can shut it.
"Hey wait a second."I say walking out with him, closing the door behind me. Thank god this porch has a roof.
"What is it?"
"Are you sure it's okay to drive in this weather?"
"It's fine, don't worry about it."
"If you say so.."
"Did you really come out here to ask me that or is there something else?" Namjoon asks.
"No.. that's all." I say.
He smiles, "are you sure?"
"What else would I come out here for?" I ask.
"I don't know." I pout.
He laughs, "You're cute. Oh, and by the way, try not to be mad at me, okay? Goodnight Alex." He runs through the rain to his car before I can ask why I'd be mad at him.

I shake my head and walk back into the house, remembering that black box.

It's that black box.

I walk farther in the house when Hoseok stops me.
"You've been ignoring RiTa?" He asks.
"What?"
"Have you?"
"Well I haven't had much time to talk to her like I used to.."
"You can't ignore her like that Alex."
"Then she should get a better boyfriend that doesn't try to get me to go out with him behind her back." I snap.
"Do what?"
"Namjoon didn't tell you?"
"No he didn't say anything to me about that. What happened?"
"Too much. Actually back when me and Namjoon first met he soon after had to shove that idiot off me because he was trying to get me to go out with him."
"I'll kill him next time I see that little bastard- why the hell didn't you tell me?"
"It doesn't matter." I sighed, walking past him to my room.

I shut the door behind me and looked through some of the bags, finally finding the black box. Someone messages me, causing my phone to go off in my back pocket but I ignore it, I just wanted to figure out what's in this box.

I open the box to a folded up paper and the necklace I told him and Jimin not to get.
"I'll get you for this Kim Namjoon.." I mumble, putting the box down taking out the note.

I unfold it and read what Namjoon wrote down.

' I'm sorry you had to find out from Jimin about everything, and I hope this isn't too much.

I hope that you aren't mad at me for getting you this, and I hope you won't be mad for what I'm going to ask.

I know that maybe you wouldn't be comfortable with this, and I know that this could change things completely for the worst and I really hope it doesn't. You wanted me to be more honest, and if I'm being honest this is something I want.

Will you go out with me? We don't have to tell anyone for a while, just try it out. All I'm asking for is a chance.

Please think about it.

Goodnight.'

When did he write this? How did he buy that necklace so fast? Why couldn't he ask me in person?

I sat down on my bed, trying to process it all. How should I respond? Should I be honest and tell him I've had feelings for him since that first 'date'? No, he wouldn't believe me.. he'd think I'm lying since I was with Jimin after that. But I didn't think I had a chance with Namjoon, and I did care about Jimin..

What do I do?

//Namjoons POV\\

'I'm sorry I couldn't do that in person.' I sent a message to Alex.

I sent that an hour and a half ago and she hasn't even read it.

"Damn you Park Jimin." I growled, checking my phone.

He was a big part of why I even did it. He wanted me to ask her out. And she said to be more honest.

"She hates me.." I sigh, giving up.

Just as I get up to go to bed, my phone goes off. I checked it to see that it was Alex calling me.

Shit.

"Hello?" I answered, more nervous than I've ever been before.
"You should have said this in person." She replied quickly.
"I guess you're right, but I just couldn't. I'm sorry, you don't have to answer it- Jimin convinced me to do it and I just.."
"Jimin was right to do so."
"What does that mean?" I ask, my heart speeding up. A vampires heart beats very slow compared to a humans, so it was around the normal speed for a human but it definitely wasn't for me.
"It means I will go out with you."

I stood there in shock, not knowing what to say or do.

Did she really just?

"Hey, you dead?"
"Yeah." I laugh.
"Okay smartass, so you don't want the others to know?"
"I don't think you'd want to hear the reactions from them if we did tell them. I don't think I'm ready for that yet even. I have a headache just thinking about it."
"You're right." She laughs.

And we talked until she eventually fell asleep since she refused to admit she was tired so she could go to bed.

I hate what this girl does to me.

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//Alex's POV\\

I woke up earlier than usual like Namjoon asked me to before I fell asleep on him, he said he wanted to get some food before we went to school today which I was fine with.

I got dressed, put light makeup on, put the necklace Namjoon got me, and threw my hair up. By the time I sat down and checked my phone Namjoon messaged me and said he was outside.

I sent Hoseok a quick message so he wouldn't worry when he woke up and I wasn't here.

"Hey." Namjoon said smiling as I got in the passenger side.
"Hi." I smile back. "So where are we going?"
"Wherever you'd like."

Hmm..

I ended up picking a small little Waffle House near by, I had been there once or twice and it was actually pretty good.

Me and Namjoon ate and talked like normal. We spoke like we did before I knew what he was. Before everything that happened last night. We laughed and had fun, but I thought it would be awkward honestly.

I'm glad it isn't. I like how things are now.

"Oh shit- we're going to be late." Namjoon said as we were walking to his car.
"That's what we get for sitting there for so long. I told you we'd be late, did I not?" I say as I get in the passenger side.
"Yes you did, you were right and I was wrong, that what you want to hear?"
"Yes." I smile as he stars driving.
He just smiles and shakes his head.
"Now how do we explain this?" I ask.
"We tell them we just needed to talk about what I did and that's it."
"I hate lying.."
"Well, we will tell them soon enough, okay?" He says grabbing my hand.
"Okay.." I smile.

He usually wouldn't, but he drove faster than the speed limit to try to keep us from being super late, and it worked. We ran to class just before the professor could walk in.

"Where were you?" RiTa asks as I sit down next to her.
"I was talking to Namjoon and we lost track of time."
"Talking?"
"He wanted to explain and apologize better so we got breakfast and talked."
"Oh okay. I'm glad. You two are good now right?"
"Yeah, of course." I smile.

Better than good.

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