You can Johnny my Knoxville Anyday (Johnny Knoxville Love story)

Chapter 23

2 days until I see Johnny. That's what I've been repeating to myself all day. I'm going FUCKING crazy without here with me. It's definitely taken a toll on my usually chipper mood. We Skype close to every day. I can tell he knows something's up. I always have big purple bags under my eyes and my hair is never done. My body isn't used to being back on drugs, so I'm constantly jittery. The only time I'm relaxed is when the drugs are in my system. I'm so fucked up, only if Johnny knew what a mess I am. I wish everything could not be soooo complicated. I got out of the shower and dried my hair. There were some fresh track marks on my arms. I sighed and dried my hair. I pulled on a Black crewneck and a pair of red skinny jeans. I straightened my long hair and put a baseball cap on backwards. I put on a grey pair of vans and walked downstairs. Everyone was up and eating breakfast. I grabbed a bowl of lucky charms and plopped down on the couch next to Bam. He looked extremely pissed off, like really pissed. "What's wrong Bammy Boy?" I asked through a mouthful of cereal. Now that I was settled I looked around, Dunn was giving me the death glare too along with Raab, Dico, Novak, and Rake. I sighed and set my bowl down. "What the fuck did I do this time?" I asked as I stood up. "How long?" Bam asked. "What?" I asked in confusion. He stood up and pulled a plastic baggy out of his back pocket. He threw it at me and looked at me with fire in his eyes. I sighed and leaned downed and picked up the bag. I gave then one last look before walking back upstairs to my room. I threw my bag and fell onto the bed. Not even 5 seconds later Bam and Ryan entered the room. "What?" I snapped at the two. "Why?" Bam asked with a heavy voice. I sighed, I knew he was about to cry. I shrugged my shoulders and continued to stare at the ground. "Come on Miranda you're a fucking adult, act like one!!" Ryan yelled at me. I instantly stood up and looked at him intensely. "Fuck you Ryan. You don't fucking know what I'm going through. You didn't lose your son!!" I yelled loudly. As soon as that last sentence left I covered my mouth as tears stung my eyes. A loud hoarse moan escaped my throat as I began to cry and tremble. Bam looked at Ryan in confusion and then rushed over to me. He pulled me into his arms and held me tightly to his chest. "My baby" I cried into Bam's chest. I heard laughing coming from behind us and when I turned around I saw Missy. "What's going on here?" she asked with amusement in her voice. I couldn't help myself, I lunged, but Bam caught me by the waist. "Missy will you fucking leave" Dunn growled at her. "Awe what shouldn't I be here with my sister in a time of need" she said with a smirk on her face. "I don't need any moral support from a bitch" I snapped at her. "Ooo don't be so mean. Where's your little boyfriend, the last I heard was that he met a nice little model" she said, just trying to push my buttons. "Missy I didn't know you could get any lower, but here we are. Everything about you is fake, your hair, your boobs, your nose. Your boyfriend hates you, your boyfriend's friends hate you, the fans of your boyfriend hate you. You get pleasure from making other people miserable, well guess what you stupid piece of shit, I'm happy. Johnny and I are very happy together and we're both loyal. You're a sad excuse for a human being and I feel bad for you" I said calmly. For the first time since I met her Missy actually seemed affected by my words. "Leave and don't come back" I growled in a low voice. She turned around and left. No one said anything, there was nothing to say. I'd officially been declared off my rocker.