The previous chapter was just me being depressed, I guess I have to realize that I'll get over it. It's good for me to scream and cry.
I'm just here and alive that's all that matters. I still have pain, but it's what makes me well me. I have thoughts like I'm a nobody I'm invisible I'm trash.
It's ok to think these thoughts because I'm human and humans feel this way. I'm not satisfied with my emotions, I mainly feel emptiness, yet I put up a mask full of emotions. I'm not thinking of dying or disappearing, I just don't do anything .
My hope is still with me fighting my battles, despair is coming little by little. The despair is weird now, it comes then goes. I guess it's a teenager thing idk. I heard things that I don't like, I heard things they don't accept, which upsets me so I stay quite. I don't really think a lot these days, I just block it.
I don't want to become my despair again.. I-I can't.
It's a nightmare...
So I learned to cope with my problems, since I don't want to worry anyone.
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I see things in gray often, I just want the world to be bright again.
But I'm good I have some people who are with me and I'm grateful. I've made new friends which I'm also grateful.
You know what sucks, not being able to accepted. I stay quite,not making a sound because if I say three words they won't accept me. They've known me since I was a baby, I have grown and I found out something horrible. I'm afraid to tell them those three words.
But I'm good, I don't think it bothers me a lot though..............
I'm good I have people, yet my emotions will block me sometimes for finding comfort.... but I'm good.
I'm fine At peace I'm ok ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hi fellow readers, I'm gonna do a Q&A thing idk when. You can send me questions if ya like
