I just want to disappear from the worlds problems. I hate dealing with emotions, I hate dealing with people on touchy topics, and I hate to feel. For once in my life I just want to disappear somewhere so I won't have to deal with my struggles, I hate how I'm invisible to some people.
Friends ,I have other ones but they only need me for advice. When my Friends say they have nobody to approach, I'm just standing there like " Hello I'm somebody". Last I check I'm alive, a person, also a friend. They just see me as a person to give advice or person Who isn't worth talking to now. I have other friends on how they don't even finish a conversation on the phone, then leave me hanging. These are my friends from school.
They're always telling me what's wrong with them, yet when I tell them what's wrong with me they're afraid. They're all afraid of what I do to myself or how I act...
I don't bother to tell them this because I don't have the courage to tell them, since I'm afraid to loose them.
My drama is becoming worse with my dad. I don't have love or hate for him, I feel empty.
I hate to feel like trash I hate to feel like nothing I hate that I don't actually have a best friend I hate the drama I hate my heart.
I wish I don't have a heart to feel because hell I hate it so much. I feel sadness and hate so much it hurts.
I'm scared to approach anyone, since I scare people or how I am, I do it anyway. I still have hate towards myself of who I am. This is why..
I make people feel Fear Worry Pity Sad And more awful things if there close to me.
My happiness is slow going down a whole
All I feel is pain
I wear a blindfold of happiness, yet I cry underneath it.
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I feel like nothing mainly...
"Please don't hate me" I say when I met someone new including "Please don't ran away" or " please Don't go"
But that's ok because I'll get over this, as always. Now I am a nobody I'm invisible I'm trash
