The way my life is

Sleep

Sleep and me aren't always easy...
Whenever it's time to go to bed I have issues sleeping a lot now and then. As I sleep I toss and turn ,it messes up my whole day at school, at least I know what we're doing at school ( most of the time Hahahahah). It gets difficult to try to stay still while staying in one spot .

Thinking to much of the bad or sometimes thinking of the good can effect my sleep often. If a terrible event occurred ,the results would make me think about them at night causing me to look very tired, anger, or in a state of confusion. If a wonderful event happened they would automatically be in my Brain , I'll be thinking about that event all night causing me to still look extremely tired too.Other times are homework, I usually stay up until 11:04 or the latest is 11:35 ( depends on the work ) so it still messes me up in the mornings.

If I sleep early I'm still tried , even if time changed nothing will change of how I sleep. I don't dream or have nightmares , but if I did I wouldn't remember like nothing *puff gone into my world of darkness* , nowadays it gets weirder and weirder like if I was drugged or something. I notice if I dont get enough sleep my head gets dizzy or a sense of nausea , it happens sometimes in class suddenly it gets worse?? What I mean by that is having some sort of pounding in my head like in class just focusing on whatever I'm doing ( probably not paying attention), then having a weird sense of my head pounding along with my head getting warm.

I try to act like I get enough sleep throughout my whole life because I worry people too much...

I realized I'm probably going insane with the lack of sleep I need.