My English Love Affair

Chapter 10

Don't Stoppp!! I got Ashton's demo of it its perfection you guys!!!

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*Chesnie P.O.V.*

I woke up and Ashton was passed out on the recliner! I wonder what happened last night. He woke up and watched YouTube videos all night, hehehe HES such a cutie. I kissed Ashton's check and went to go cool everyone breakfast.

*Liz P.O.V.*

I woke up to the house smelling like bacon, pancakes, eggs, and sausages. It smelled amazing.

Liz: What's cooking girlfriend.

Chesnie: Oh just something special for you guys. Y'all were so nice to me and not judging so I'm making y'all breakfast!

Niall: FOOOOOODDDDD

Chesnie: NIALL GET OUT OF THE BACON!

Luke: What's this?

Liz: Breakfast!

Harry: I could've cooked you know

Chesnie: You could've.... but you didn't....

Ashton: Oh Babe what's all this!

Liz: Gosh you guys what does it look like! Its breakfast!!!

I kinda got annoyed, I had to repeat myself everyone was like

Oh what's this

I'm like WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE?

*Ashton's P.O.V.*

I feel better knowing there's no hate on her social stuff... Now I get to taste her cooking...let's see how my future wife cooks!

I ate it and it was so good. Wow!!!

Chesnie so far has been a good girl.....

Good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught

*A week later*

Ashton: Um Chesnie? There's something I want to talk to you about

Chesnie: Ok I'm all ears babe

Ashton: Ok remember a week ago when you cried.... I looked  at your arms. Babe its ok you don't have to do that. You can tell me anything anytime. Believe me I will never judge you for anything.

*Thoughts*

All I saw was her makeup running down her face

Chesnie: Ash.... I'm sorry.... I only do it because just for that one moment....that one moment..... I forget about the stupid little things and I just focus on the pain.

Ashy?

Ashton: Yes?

Chesnie: Have you ever hated someone so much you can't even look at them anymore without being disgusted?

Ashton: I used to

Chesnie: I can't even look at myself anymore

Ashton: Babe I used to think the same thing about myself.

I decided I could show her where my cuts used to be. You can still see where they were today.

Ashton: See this babe. I used to have tiger stripes 2. But then I found my princess. I realized people love me and don't want me gone. You may think no one loves you but if you ever do. Just remember if you leave, 

I'll just  be left without direction,

without you I'm a lost boy babe.