The Reuion

Sex Dreams

ALECS POV

"Magnus...Mags, wake up." I said softly and shook him a little. It was 7am and the doctor should be here soon. Yesterday we watched tv and we asked the doctor if we could get a extra bed for me. Magnus fall asleep at 10pm but I couldn't because my brain couldn't stop to work and the whole Riley Magnus thing was killing me inside. How could all this happen? How could all this happen again? This life was not what I wanted but I could deal with it. "10 minutes." Magnus mumbled but had his eyes still closed and his hair was on his forehead. He looked really cute like that and it took all my stregth to not whip these hairs away but I was strong enough. "No. The doctor will come soon and then we can maybe go home." I answered and Magnus eyes fluttered open. "Home?" He ask and I smiled down at him. "We'll go to my old home. As long as you aren't healed I won't leave your side." I answered and a smile crossed Magnus smile. God he looked even cuter when he smiled but it also broke my heart. "One thing...can you tell them to put that thing away?" He asked and pointed down at the catheter. "But what if you can't walk? You will pee in your pants." I answered and chuckled a little but when I saw his embarressed look I felt bad. "Hey Mags. There is nothing to be ashamed of." I said and sat down on the edge of his bed. "But look how weak I am! I can't even pee on my own...someone needs to help me." Magnus sighed and I smiled at him. "Mags, that you are alive is a miracle and if the price for that is that I have to help you pee I will pay it." I said and Magnus smiled shyly at him. Could he please stop being so cute he made all these things so complicated. "Thank you, Alexander." He answered with a sleepy voice and the way he said my name send shivers down my spine. "I should thank you." I said and Magnus raised an eyebrown. "For? I broke your heart and threw it on the floor like it was nothing." He sighed sadly and I could see the guilt in his eyes. Yeah he did break my heart and right now he did it again but I broke his too he just didn't remember. "We both did things we regrett. I shouldn't have give up on our friendship so easily and I should have been here for you after all the things you lost." I answered and Magnus shook his head. "No, just think about it. If you didn't go away you wouldn't have met Riley
...you wouldn't laugh like that again." Magnus said and I felt like my heart was breaking because he was happy that I moved on. "Yeah that's the good side but there were also really bad sides. I wish I could just travel back when we were young." I answered and Magnus smiled weakly at me. "We are still young. We can do a lot of things and catch up with all the theings we couldn't do the last few years. By the way this feels so weird that you remember all these years and I don't." Magnus said and everytime he said he didn't remember it it was like thousands little needles that were pushed in my skin. "Yeah...well you will remember." I answered and he nodded with a little smile. Did he even want to remember or was it better if he didn't?  I looked at him and my mind driffted off. Suddenly Magnus moved closer and my heart stopped. What was he doing? He moved with his face closer and soon I felt soft wet lips on mine. My barin stopped to work and when he pushed his tongue inside my mouth all air was knocked out of my lungs. What the hell was I doing? Before I could think properly I was on the top of him and his hands were all over my body. I kissed him passionatly and tugged on his hair while my other hand supported me. I pulled back and pulled my shirt over my head so I was only left with jeans. I started to rub my hips against his and he moaned in my mouth. "Alexander...Alexander!" Suddenly he yelled and I came back to earth. I looked around and I still had my shirt on...oh my god. I just had a sex day dream. My face became red and I wanted to dissapear into thin air. What the hell was wrong with me? Magnus sat right in front of me and I had no better thing to do than have a sex dream about him. Please kill me. What was even more embaressing was when I felt that my pants were a little bit too tight. Fuck! 'Think about  Grandmas...girls...boobs' I thought and  tried to calm down. "Alexander, are you okay?" Magnus asked me and I looked at his worried face. "Yeah...I just miss Riley you know." I lied and smiled a little bit embarressed but he didn't seem to notice anything.