Lost Memory

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ALECS POV

I took a long deep breath before I opened the door. I never was so nervous like I was right now and I could hear my own heartbeat. I walked inside and my whole body froze when I saw him looking at me. "Alexander...what happened? Why am I here and why are you still here?" He asked me with a low and broken voice. By now I should know how much he remembered but I had to make sure he really did. "Magnus...what is the last thing you remember?" I ask him and slowly walked towards his bed. "I woke up...you were gone. I went to your place but you were already gone so I went...Alec, I am ao sorry." Magnus sniffed and I felt tears burning behind my eyes. He forgot everything...5 years...5 years were just gone. "Magnus...this happened 5 years ago." I said carefully and Magnus looked at me with a shocked face. "What?" He ask me and I smiled weakly at him. "I left to Seattle and I came back a few days ago. You and I we wanted to pick your car up from the garage and you lost contoll over it...you hit a tree." I explained and I knew I shouldn't lie to him but it was for his own good. "Wh...Alexander...I am so sorry." He said with a hurt expression and I took his hand. "It's okay...you did nothing wrong. I forgive you what happened and we should move on." I told him and my heart broke into thousand pieces when I looked at him and realized...he didn't love me. "Are you tired?" I ask him because he looked really exhausted. "Yeah...but I want to talk...with you." He answered and I smiled at him softly even I wanted to cry right now. "What do you want to talk about?" I ask him and a few tears escaped my eyes. "What did you do in Seattle?" He ask me and I blinked a few tears back. "I opened my own gym and I met someone." I told him and he smiled at me but his smile also looked so sad. "Wh...what did I do?" He ask me and I smiled at him. "You met someone too. You will be a father in a few months and you will be happy." I answered and he chuckled a little bit. "I...I will be a dad?" He ask me and I nodded with a smile. My heart broke because I had to think what if this time everything changed? What if this time Magnus didn't realize he loved me? Suddenly Magnus began to sob and broke down in tears. "Hey...hey...don't cry." I tried to comfort him but he cried hysterically. "Please tell me this is all a joke of you." He sobbed and I sat down on the edge of his hospital bed. "I'm sorry but it's true." I only answered and he let more tears fall down. "It will be okay, Mags. I promise you. I won't leave you again." I promised him and placed a hand on his upper arm. "I think I need to process all that." Magnus sniffed and I nodded. "You want me to tell Max to leave?" I asked him and he looked a little bit irretated at me but shook his head. "No...he can come to me." Magnus answered and I realized that he and my brother were always like siblings a bit. "You want me to bring him to you?" I ask him and Magnus nodded. When I wanted to get up Magnus grabbed my arm and looked at me hopefully. "Are we friends?" He ask me and I smiled down at him. "Best friends." I answered and Magnus lips formed a little smile. I walked out and if you thought I would break down now you are wrong. I was Alec Lightwood so what would I probably do? Right. I would push it all away and not think about it too much. "Max, Magnus wants to see you." I said to Max who was still sitting on a chair in front of the room. He had one hand on Adens leg and the other was tangled with Adens. "Alec...what...what does he remember?" Max asked me and I knew it would hurt him. He and Magnus build a great friendship over these past few years and this was all gone now. "He lost his memory of the last 5 years." I answered and Max gasped shocked. "He...he won't remember what we had." Max stuttered and he got teary eyes. "Hey...Max. It will be okay. We will figure that out." Aden comforted Max and laid a hand on Max shoulder. "Will you come with me?" Max asked Aden who smiled softly at him.  "Sure. Let's go." Aden answered and Max pressed a kiss on his lips. "Alec...can you come with us too?" Max asked me and I nodded with a soft smile. We walked in together and Magnus sat up a little. "I told you he would be handsome." Magnus said to me when we walked and Max rolled his eyes. "Hey...that's Aden...my boyfriend." Max said a bit awkwardly and Aden smiled shyly. "Hello." Aden said and Magnus smiled at us.


               MAGNUS POV

This couldn't be true...I couldn't lose all my memories from all these years! How could this be possible? Oh my god. Alec and I didn't see each other for 5 years if it was all true. I really hurt him. I was so confused and had no idea what I did all these years ago. I was going to be a father? I had a girlfriend...maybe a wife? Okay, I would lose my mind if I thought more about it but before this could happen and boy with raven hair came in...Max. "I told you he would be handsome." I said because I had to make jokes...well Max looked handsome that wasn't a joke but you know what I meant. Max rolled his eyes and it was like the young Alec stood in front of me. "Hey...that's Aden...my boyfriend." Max said with a little hint of awkwardness in his voice and I looked at the other boy. He had a few bruises under his eye and I was a bit irreated. "Hello." Aden said and he sounded really shy and nervous. "Hey...what happened?" I asked and I hoped for Max it wasn't him who did that. "Oh...school fight...nothing serious." Aden answered and I could tell he lied but I saw in Max eyes the worriedness about him. Max was a gentelman he wouldn't do that even I didn't remember how he grow up the last few years. "Well...it is a part of growing up." I shrugged and Max raised an eyebrown. "I would prefere if my boyfriend stays out of these things. I don't want him to get hurt." Max answered and I chuckled but it hurt my stomach. "You know I thought you would be like Alec but to be honest you have the pants on in the relationship." I giggled but it also hurt my stomach pretty bad and Alec looked at me with an open mouth but he closed it again. He knew I was right. "Nop. Usually I don't wear any pants when I'm in a relationship." Alec suddenly said and everyone looked at him with wide eyes. I looked at him and I didn't saw a Alec who was depressed or who faked a smile. He seemed happy and I gussed he moved on. There was a light pain in my heart but I pushed it back and tried to be happy that I had the happy Alec back who could make jokes about everything. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and everyone looked confused. "Come in." I yelled and when the door opened we only saw a bunch of flowers. "Alexander?" Someone said behind the flowers and Alec jumped up. "Riley?" He asked and finally I could see the person behind the flowers. He had dark blond hair and he had ocean blue eyes like Aden. "What are you doing here? I thought you left?" Alec asked and I was a bit confused. "Well...I wanted to but I love you and we shouldn't give up so eaily." The guy Alec called Riley said and I looked at them confused. "I love you too." Alec said and the next action of them hurt me surprisingly but I had no reason for that. Alec kissed Riley softly and after that they looked in each others eyes. "Why didn't you leave?" Alec asked him and Riley smiled at him. "I'll tell you later." Riley answered and Alec nodded then he looked at me then back to Riley. "Oh...sorry. Magnus this is Riley you met him already but you forgot it." Alec finally explained and I smiled at Riley. He looked good and he seemed nice which was what Alec deserved still it felt wrong deep down in me. "Alec? Could we maybe talk?" Max asked and his eyes were angry but I didn't know why. "Yeah." Alec answered and it seemed like he knew why Max was angry. "You 3 will be fine?" Max asked and we all nodded then they left. "Soo...you and Alec?" I asked and Aden just listed to us. "Yeah...well we had a fight and I wanted to leave but it's fine now. Izzy talked with me and I figured out a few things." Riley answered and I nodded. "And you and Vici will be parents soon, did he already tell you?" Riley asked and somehow I started to dislike that guy.
"Yeah, he did. It sounds all like a movie but it also sounds great." I answered and to be honest I liked him more before we started to talk. Why shouldn't I like him? He didn't even do anything but still I didn't like him really. There was another question that was in my head. If I had a pregnant girlfriend then where was she? "Aden, how long are you and Max together now?" I asked him to distract me. "Almost 7 months now." Aden answered and I smiled. Teenage love was really sweet and hot sometimes. "You are older or younger than him?" I asked and Aden smiled at me a bit shyly. "I'm two years older than him." Aden answered and I was really suprised because he looked not really like 17. "That's a great age...well at least I guess. When I was at your age I lost my dad." I said and Aden smiled weakly at me. "I lost my parents when I was 15." Aden answered and I gasp a little. I lost my dad but at least I had my mum Aden had no one. "I am really sorry for you. Where do you live now?" I ask him and saw that he was getting uncomfortable. Asking questions was a bad habit of me and I should really stop with it. "Don't answer. Well...what could Alec and Max talk about?" I asked and saw that Aden was thakful that I stopped to ask. This Aden guy hid something but I was sure it wasn't something bad...it was something sad and I am sure it would be heartbreaking. I didn't believe him that he had this bruises from a school fight but I wouldn't ask since he was getting uncomfortable with that which was only another reason that told me he hid something. Did I meantioned that I saw Alec with diffrent eyes? I don't know what it was but something about my feelings for him changed...//

what do we do if our whole life is chaotic? Right we make it even more chaotic! Riley is back malecfans😱😱😨😨😨

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