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cut my hair short
i smile
"you used to look so pretty"
i frown
they ask if i miss it
i used to feel so weighed down

yell all the things I never say
i exhale
"you used to be so nice"
i falter
they ask if i'm okay
i used to bottle it all away

ran as far as i could
i breathe
"you used to be so good"
i laugh
they ask why
i used to be so trapped and misunderstood

defied all those who defined me
i grin
"you've changed, you're not the same as you've been"
i shrug knowing it wasn't me
i used to feel so ugly
now i only feel comfort in my skin


5/9/18

~banner by birdiehere


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