No strings attached ..

chapter 60

Jasmine 

Me , Ella & Melody was knocked on the couch while Artist & Jason went out to link up with they bros . So we basically sat home drunk some wine and watched Netflix . When I tell you we was slumped Ella was laying on my shoulder while melody was laying in her arms tight .

The boys must've came in late last night and put covers on us . When I  woke up I seen Jason on the right side next to me with his head on my lap and artist was over there cuddled up with melody and Ella . 

I slipped had in head off my lap and walked to the nearest bathroom ,  I felt so sick like my whole insides was about to come up . To tell the truth I haven't felt this was since I was pregnant . I can't be pregnant tho Jason made sure he pulled out always .

As soon as I seen the toilet everything came up , My food from last night the res wine everything . My stomach was hurting so bad as I was throwing up there was like a throb in my stomach . 

" Yo .. You good " I felt someone grab my side and say . I wiped my face with the wash clothe and washes my hands . 

I turned around and seen Artist staying behind me . " Yeah I'm good , just not feeling well " I said throwing off the fact that I might be pregnant for the 3rd time . Hopefully this time I can have a healthy baby but how would I know if Jason feels the same way or even wants a child by me .

He nodded then when out the bathroom , It was kind awkward having him touch my side like that . I reached in the cabinet and grabbed a pregnancy test , It was only right for me to check and see if I'm sick for no reason or there's a reason I'm sick .

I took a deep breath before peeing on my the stick , I said a few words to myself .  " no matter what , promise not to abort any more babies " then layed the stick on the sink . 

The usual wait for a pregnancy test is like 15 minutes or more .. Well for those past minutes I was pasting around the bathroom , Thinking about who I can call to get Advice and noticed that Karin called me last night . She's going to be pissed but she's the only one up right now .  I thought to myself should I wait for the results to call or should I just call right now . 

Maybe I'm panicking , I'll wait until the results are in then I'll tell her about my unexpected pregnancy or how I just panicked about being pregnant . My heart was beating so fast I couldn't even think straight .

It was 7 in the morning and no one was literally up at this time but me , Ella and Artist were staying with us and it's been the best few days being all together .  I took my phone out to distract myself from paying attention to the time , Instagram was starting to get boring literally .. I haven't checked my dm's in forever .

My finger scrolled up and down Instagram for a 15 minutes , I took a deep breath and grabbed the stick covering the response on whether it was positive or negative .

One side of me was saying just look Jasmine , Either response you'll be okay with . The other side was worried about Jason's response and how he would feel . Man fuck it , I checked the stick and seen a plus sign which means I'm pregnant .

I called Karin immediately , Tears where running down my face as she connected the call . " Jasmine what's wrong " she said with her eyebrows discombobulated .

" girl I'm pregnant " I said crying and Ella pushed through the door .

" are you freaking serious ? " she said with a big ass smile on her face , everyone knew after my incident we thought I wouldn't be able to have kids again .

I showed Ella the stick with her nosey ass , She was excited smiling and shit . " Karin , I'm scared on how he's gonna react " I said wiping my face .

" tell him ! Right fucking now " she said before hanging up . 

My mind was on 10 right now , Me giving birth to another baby was literally a blessing and I can't wait . I feel me and Jason have something real going on and he wouldn't do me dirty like my past plus he always talks about how he want's to breed me and shit like that .

I walked out to the living room where he was laying on his phone , I dropped the test on his head and he grabbed that shit dumb fast thinking it was something crazy .

He looked at it for almost a minute , Then looked at me with a shocked look on his face . " Are you fucking kidding me " he said jumping up . " fuck " he said grabbing his stomach trying to walk over to me .

" This means your happy ? " I asked laughing confused . 

" you know I was waiting for this to happen ,  This is a blessing man " he said hugging me right and kissing me on my forehead . 

" I love you " I said wrapping my arms around his neck and kissed him all over . This was the happiest I ever been and Jason and completely different , He shows me different from all the niggas that's ever been in my life and makes me so happy to be around him .

" my boy " he said rubbing my stomach and we all smiled and laughed . This was such an blessing for the both of us and we're rooting for a healthy and blessed baby no matter the gender , At least this pregnancy I won't be stressed nor abused by a man who want the baby but doesn't at the same time .

" well since we got surprises .. " Had in said slowly looking at his phone and walking over to the door . I was confused asf until I seen someone standing at the door through the glass , This hopefully was a wedding planner that'll make me the happiest pregnant women ever .

" I know you've been stressed out these past few days and this is the one person you needed to see " he said , Me and Ella looked confused asf but Artist looked like he knew who was behind that door . I turned around and whispered in Ella's ear .

" Girl who's behind that door " I said oddly .

" my baby " I heard a voice say that left me speechless and stuck for over a minute , The sound of that voice sent chills through my whole body and my heart filled with joy . I turned around so quick and seen my mother , After years not seeing her this was a blessing and a dream that came true .

We clinched together tighter than your mom's lips when she says " put that down " .

" I love you so much " she said kissing me on my cheek , I just dazed off into her arms thinking about all the nice times we had . My mom was a singer but never really got her career going to where she wanted it to be , She had me young so she couldn't even achieve her dreams besides the abuse from my dad .

I didn't want to let go from my mom , This hug was meant to happen years ago and was never supposed to end . " what made you come here " I said with tears running down my face and I could see that she was crying also .

Thanks to your soon to be husband , She said and I turned looking at Jason and he was down on one knee .

" Jasmine , You know how much I care about you and this love is deeper than anything possible . Once I met you I knew that I had to make you my wife , From the way you opened up to me and let me in your life at the hardest moments I command you for that .. Every since we've been together it's been nothing but great vibes and I just want you to have my last name and stay with me forever . Being that you're having my child it's only right that I make it official and make you my wife " he said holding this beautiful diamond in his hand , That baby was glistening shining with the light at me .

" Yes ! I do " I said grabbing him and kissing him .

" ah shit " he said grabbing his stomach .

" I'm sorry babe , Did I hurt you " I said as he dropped to the floor . 

" Jason ? " I said shaking him buy he wasn't responding .

" CALL 911 " I screamed out , as I reached down to see if Jason was ok he stopped breathing and lost conscious .

And then here's when the devilish ways started and the karma was repeating itself ....

STAY TUNED FOR BOOK 2 !!! COMING SOON TO YOU ...