No strings attached ..

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Jasmine

I was coming home from work , I moved in with Meen in his mom house .. Idk why but I was in love with this man even tho he did me dirty and still was being abusive but every time he would hit me he'd cry afterwards and I knew be didn't mean it so ofc I took him back but at some point and time I'll be tired of it and have the strength to leave but I can't right now because he needs me . I walked to the door knocking because meen didn't trust me enough and I honestly didn't know why , I knocked a few times and no one answered .. I walked to the patio and the door was unlocked so I went through that way and went up the stairs and saw meen otp with someone " Meen baby , who you on the phone with ? " he turned around and shot me a evil look I knew at that point I needed to go cause when he looks like that shit don't turn out well . " Tf did I tell you about asking me questions ? did you pay for this fucking phone mind your fucking buisness " he said as he walked over to me and i said " Yes meen , I did buy the phone buy it's whatever you good babe " next thing you know he threw the phone at my eye and for some reason that was the worst pain I ever experienced being that he charged it at my face and I ran over to the bathroom but he grabbed me by my hair as I cried .

" Where you going bitch " he said as he dragged me down the stairs by my hair causing my head to bang again the stairs as each step went by , When we got to the bottom of the steps he punched me in my stomach while I was on the floor  he kept kicking me and punching me when he was done I turned over and noticed I was throwing up blood & that's what caught his attention . " Baby , I.. I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that to you . My mind was somewhere else "

I sat there in excruciating pain my stomach was hurting the most that's when I heard the door open and Pnb walked in .. " Wtf ! " he said walking over towards me and saw that I was bleeding . " Meen don't tell me y'all at it again " .. " bro it wasn't even like that , We got into a fight she hit me and I just reacted " .. I said there in silence I couldn't move and I felt someone pick me up and bringing me upstairs and layed me on the bed I was so weak that I passed out .

30 minutes later I woke up to meen kissing me and and for some reason this was the first time he showed me loved and actually kissed me , Idk what I did to deserve this but he wasn't this person when I met him .. He started to kiss on my neck all the way down to my jeans and unbuckeld them and pulled down my pants , Seconds later he started to make a 360 rotation with his tongue around my clit and at that moment I couldn't feel the pain anymore and he continued & added his fingers in and started fingering me while eating my pussy and I forgot about all that he did . After he was done and I saw cum all on his mouth he pulled my panties back up and and put me under the covers , When he left out the room I cried myself to sleep .. I miss my bestfriend and she was the only one who the there for me and I can't believe I fucked that up .

I had no friends down here me and dream fell out weeks ago when she told me I wasn't pleasing meen enough and that I needed to be more like her , I never been like this before I was always the good girl who didn't do anything and barely had a boyfriend some thing about him made me fall in love . Once I found out that Karin moved with Aaliyah new york I felt a peice of my heart go away , I needed to get away from meen not right now . I got up and went to the bathroom and I looked in the toilet and I was peeing out blood , I went downstairs to meen and told him I needed to go to the hospital and he was around his friends so ofc that was nice meen but I forgot I was in my boy shorts and his tee shirt so I could already tell from his face that I needed to go upstairs and change.

As I walked I tried to hold my private area but I was leaking blood then I heard one of his friends get up and say " Yo you leaking blood ma " I turned around and saw someone familiar and it was NBA Young boy , As soon as I tried to say I'm ok blood started to come up and I threw up everywhere at that point I was embarrassed asf and all I saw was everything turn black .

I woke up in the hospital and no one was in there , I was confused but then I realized that a jacket was on the seat next to me .. then I saw young boy walk into the room I was highly confused " You good ? I'm glad you awake " .. " Yea , Uh where's meen ? " I asked .. " He didn't come to the hospital he told me to come & take you " . The doctor came in and broke the conversation , " Hi Jasmine .. Uh bad news and good news , Bad news is that you was 8 weeks pregnant and the baby died .. I'm so sorry Jasmine but the good news is that you won't be held in the hospital and your rib cage will be fine " she said and at that moment my whole world was in pieces I started crying and I couldn't believe what I just heard . I wanted to have a baby by meen I thought maybe a baby would calm him down seeing the way he reacts with his niece but he basically just killed our baby and didn't even check on me .

" You good ? " NBA asked

" youngboy can I have a minute to myself " I said

" Call me Kentrell & ofc lmk me when you ready to go home "

When he left I pulled the Iv off me and tried to walk around and put my clothes on when the nurse came in and calmed me down giving me ice for my eye , " What happened to my eye ?! " I asked & she took my to the bathroom and i saw that my eye was swollen and black , I just walked back to the bed feeling my eyes watering & the nurse told me I can leave but I would need crutches because I wasn't going to be able to walk after the pain pills wear off .

Kentrell pushed me out the hospital and help me into his car .. Idk why he was being this nice being that I didn't know him but he drove me home and he was my only hope at the moment , I finally came to the house and he helped me up to the door step and I knocked on the door and nobody answered .. " You know what Kentrell thank you for tonight but you can leave " .. " Are you sure ? " he replied . " Yes he's coming down now he said and passed me my purse " .

He got into his car and drove off , I knew meen wasn't coming down and I lied so I just walked over to my car and it was parked out front and I just layed down in my car crying because I knew I fucked up in life and I was hurt and I don't know what would cure this pain I had rn .. I turned around a got a blanket that Laya left in my car and layed in it and cried myself to sleep in my car .

I woke up to someone knocking on the window and looked over and it was Chyna , I rolled down the window " Hey ma " I said like nothing happened .

" What happened to your eye ? why are you sleeping in a car ? and most importantly why do you have crutches ? " she asked opening the door

" I fell down the stairs trying to rush to get the pizza man before he left and I fell and hit my face on my phone " I said lying laughing , Chyna was like another mother I can tell she knew I was lying .

" He putting his hands on you again ain't he ? " she said looking at me

" I don't know what I did ma " I said as I cried and she helped me into her house . We both sat on the couch and she said tell me everything , I began to tell her everything from the start to the beginning I even told her about my miscarriage & she sat there to comfort me and I told her how I felt about me and Karin friendship and she totally understood me and told me I can stay over here if I wanted to and that I should go talk to meen about the miscarriage when I feel ok .