No strings attached ..

chapter 49

Jasmine

We made it to atl yesterday and I've been in the hotel all day , Something about being in Atlanta has me a little scared but I know today I'd have to tell meen about what's been going on and no matter how heavy my heart feels right now I'll never let my emotions take the best of me . Alexis was staying in the room with me and she's been trying to talk to me about it and give me advice , She's out getting breakfast for us & I'm going to take a shower because Karin and Dave are going to see chyna & quavo in a few and I guess while they're there I'll go speak to meen or even his mom . Artist and Ella have to go handle buisness with the new company artist is collabing with , Alexis was coming with me .

I took my clothes off and jumped in the shower , Hotel soap was so nasty thank God I bought my shit and didn't forget . I scrubbed my body with my coconut body wash and it smelled so good . After about 30 minutes I got out the shower and lotioned my body down , I picked out some jeans and a tank top with my fendi slides . Before I started to put my clothes on Jason was facetiming me .

" yes babe " I said holding the phone and looking into the camera .

" where you at " he said and I rolled my eyes

" At Ashley's house " I said being petty

" nah I'm at the hotel getting ready to go out with Alexis " I said

"  you just got out the shower ? " he said smiling and I nodded .

" Ima call you back & I got you " I said hanging up on him

I put on my victoria secret set and positioned my body on the bed and took a fire ass picture then sent it to Jason , I'm hours away from him he needed to see a little something . While I was putting on my clothes Alexis walked in the room with the food , I walked in the bathroom and put my hair in a bun and put on some lip gloss .. I wasn't about go looking cute for him , I want him to see the damage he did and how bad he hurt me also he can see what he missing out on .

I grabbed my food & we headed out the door . Karin and Dave was already on there way over . We got in the car and my heart was racing 100 miles per minute , " girl it's gone be good , what's the wrost he can say ? " she said and made it sound so easy . " you right girl " I said and took a deep breath before she drove off . I put the navigation in and it was about 10 minutes away , As she drove I just began to thing about everything I went through with Meen .. Down to the times that we did love eachother and did have a good time or the times when he cared about me I just don't understand how he could try to hurt me . Every time I think about the rough times we had I just feel like crying being that I was really in love with Meen .

She pulled up in front of the house and I saw that his car was outside , I also seen a unfamiliar car but it probably was rakim's ( pnb rock ) car . " my hands are shaking bro , what if the same thing happens again " I said holding up my hands and they were shaking tremendously . " what him putting his hands on you ? Put me on the phone and I'll listen out if I need to drive my car through this bitch " she said and we both laughed . " I got something for his ass " I said pulling my tank top down to show my boobs a little , I got out the car and pulled up my jeans .. my was got fatter thanks to Jason . " I see you girl , that's that healthy relationship type shit " she said and we both laughed . I grabbed my bag cause I knew probably left some important shit here .

I walked up the door & took a deep breath before I knocked . It was about 2 minutes before someone came downstairs and opened the door , I closed my eyes and opened them seeing a girl with blonde hair " can I help you ? " she said already giving off a shady vibe . Before I could say anything back Pnb came to the door with a suprised face " chillout bae she cool " he said pushing her back like she was gon do something . " I came to speak to meen " I said stuttering hesitating on whether I wanted to leave and go back to the car . It was too late now , " uh he upstairs " he said moving back from the door and I walked up the stairs slowly . Before I could reach Meen's room his mom walked out the bathroom . " J .. Jasmine wyd here " she said and I let off a face smile " just stopping by to get some stuff and then I'm out " I said and she came over and hugged me tight , I was highly confused then she walked off into her room .