No strings attached ..

chapter 56

Ella

Melody's turning one soon and I plan on having a big ass party for her ! Me and Artist have been staying low being that he still has beef with a few niggas out here and I talked to him about moving but he wants to stay in New York around people he love and fw . Meanwhile his parents live in Philly , we've been going through things these past months but I can't leave him especially if the money keeps coming my way . I love artist but it's the things that he buys me that keeps me attracted to him , I should've want what I deserve ? These past months Artist has been cheating and yes I confront him about it all the time but he has a way of drawing me back in . It's always " We have Mel " or " you know I love you it's just these bitches be in my face " then he'll come home with a Rolex or Gucci bags .

My sister thinks I should stay with him being that she's with an ain't shit ass nigga also , I feel insecure in the relationship the way I look and everything . Artist made me get my but done because he wanted something to grab while we're having sex and how he has a right to what me to change my body for him if we're gonna get married some day and if it was the other way around he would do the same .

So I told him I wanted him to change his attitude and his friends being around all the time , I'm locked in the house 24/7 with Melody . I'd like to go out and enjoy myself like he does too .. he wants me to be like his mother a house wife and I'm too young to be stuck in a house while he's out having fun . I'll at least accept him wanting to chill with us in the house and do family things but it's always a show every night or in the studio .

I got with artist very young and every since he's been showing me a different lifestyle from the one I've been living . When he got me pregnant I didn't think nothing of if , I knew we'll be the perfect parents and he agreed also with the help of his mother . She's my heart right there , I love her and will always love her no matter what happens to me and Artist . If we was to break up right now she'll still call and check up on me , His dad on the other hand feels I'm too uptight and I distract Artist from being " A boogie " the rapper everyone loves . He needs to understand I don't want A boogie or Artist he came to me , I was doing fine without him but I must admit I'm doing better right now .

He was on tour right now , Today I was going to see Jasmine and Jason with Melody being that we had nothing else to do and I'm tired of being all the way in West bubble fuck with no friends . Aaliyah and Chris disappeared for months , They was on some island " clearing their minds " shit I understand and I wish .

I drove down the highway while melody was in the back with her car seat , Artist bought me my first car a Rang Rover 2016 . I love how it spacious and it drives so smooth but something about it makes me feel it's unsafe for melody . I looked in the back and she was about to fall asleep , She always strapped safely to the max because I don't want her tipping over on anything and I keep her facing the back but there's this mirror that reflects what she's doing to my mirror .

" Call Jasmine " I yelled into the Bluetooth speaker in the car because that shit always wanna act dumb

" Hellurrr " she said in the phone sounding so happy .

" Girl wassup wit you , I'm bout to pull up " I said

" Good , I've been in the house taking care of Jason girl like a slave " she said and I heard him in the background fussing with her after what she said .

" How's he doing ? " I asked laughing

" Much better , He's walking now he just needs to stay in bed and sex like once a day or every other day " she said and I busted out laughing

" Girl no sex ? Damn I know he tight .. I'm on my way tho give me like 2 hours " I said hanging up .

Jasmine