No strings attached ..

chapter 26

Jasmine

I finally got the strength to be released from the hospital & decided i was gonna move to new york with Karin & she was gonna let me stay with her until I got on my feet . I kept the baby because I didn't wanna loose another one and I'm gonna be the best mommy to my baby I promise !

Me & Karin got into a uber over the house & it seemed to me meen wasn't home so that was perfect timing to get all of my stuff , I had alot of stuff but I decided I was just gonna take a suit case full of clothes & a duffle bag . We walked next door and rung the bell , I wasn't fully recovered but I was was back on my feet plus I had a hoodie and shades on so anyone didn't ask me questions .

Rock answered the door , " Hey I came over to get my stuff " I said & he had a weird look on his face while me and Karin was standing there waiting for him to open the door.

" see rn is not a good time , Ya can come back in a few tho " he said and Karin pushed passed him & I walked in after her . We both walked up the stairs over to me & meen's room thank God the door was unlocked , I heard noises but I thought it was just the tv on . Me & Karin both walked in seeing meen fucking some bitch on the bed we sleep on every night , My mind told me to snap but I knew if wanted to move on and build I'd have to ignore him . As soon as I walked in they both jumped and meen yelled at me " Yo wtf you doing from the hospital " & I ignored him .

" I'm talking to you Jasmine " he said as he mushed the girl over to the side and got up to adjust himself . I continued to pack my shit case in the closet , Me & karin packed all my expensive clothing cause I'd be damn if he give my shit that I payed alot of money for to these fucking thots . He grabbed my arm trying to get my attention , " Meen get off me ! " I said will tears flowing down my face and still focusing on packing my stuff . " Baby , why you even doing this ? " he said rubbing my back & I pulled his hands off .

" Maybe ya should go talk over to the side , While I'm here so if he put his hands on you I can fuck him up " Karin said pointing over to the side . I got up and walked over behind him .

" Meen , I'm sorry but this ain't gon work out anymore . " I said rubbing my fingers through my hair with my hand on my hip staring off into space while talking to him .

" Jasmine are you seriously telling me that you gonna leave me ? " he asked looking me straight in the eyes , Meanwhile his lil bitch was trying to gather all of her clothes .

" Yes meen , I can't do the abuse anymore . This is not why I wanted to be with you . I don't wanna lay up and have sex all day or when you want me to do something I can't do you get mad and I'm tired of it , I deserve better no matter how many times you say sorry you never change " I said with my voice cracking up .

" Jasmine you know I love you & only reason I put my hands on you is because I care about you and I wanna prepare you to be better , Lets be honest I made you who you are today & I don't get a thanks for that ? you better be lucky I even let you in " he said and my heart just dropped right into my stomach being that he thinks he did all of this shit for me , Sounds like the shit my dad said to my mom when they argued while I was younger .

He always thought he made my mom and the reason he'd beat on me was because I was a spit image of my mother and he was mad at the fact I was focused on school and becoming some thing in life . I always had to support myself after my mom died because my dad stopped caring about me .

" You know what meen , Me and my child won't ever need you in our life . Yeah bet you didn't think to ask what happened at the hospital yesterday , Don't call and don't even text you will not see this child and I promise you that . Now take that news and deal with it " I said & walked off to Karin seeing that she finished packing my stuff .

" Child ? You pregnant again Jasmine ? And you wanna have our child grow up without it's father ? well I tell you this if I have to hunt you and my kid down I will . She or he won't grow up without a father figure and that's a fact . " he said and I just sucked my teeth and walked away leaving all my stress and bad vibes behind me & walking into that door of a New life and new beginnings .

Me & Karin jumped on the high way to new york after saying goodbye to chyna . We talked about everything during the hours went by , Like how her Dave was back together but pnb so called fucked that up & I was confused well damn she was confused to who she wanted to be with .

" So you think he fw her or he just tryna get back at you ? " I asked looking over at her while she was paying attention to the road .

" most likely both , but I ain't stressin it cause Im focused on other things "

" I feel you , ion wanna crowd you up for too long so ima try to reach out to my manager again and she if she get me some open shoots in New york " I said .

" Girl you can stay as long as you want " she said and we both smiled