No strings attached ..

chapter 52

Jasmine

I was in the studio with Jason while he was working on new music , His new songs are really some heat ! He's very talented and good with this rapping shit . He always tried to make me get in the booth because when we play around he claims I have bars , So he gave me a beat and told me to try and to rap on it . I came up with a whole song in less than a week , today he wanted me to get in the booth .. he hasn't heard the song yet and I'm nervous cause he's really stressing me out about this shit like it's gonna be a hit or something .

" You ready ? " He asked sliding his chair over and rubbed my leg .

" Oh my god Jason .. " I said rolling my eyes cause he was so annoying

" Aigh let me see what you got " he said and I stood up and walked over to the booth . The producer played down the beat and as I looked up Artist , Dave & rich the kid walked in . That shit made me even more nervous .

" Start when you ready " the producer said into the microphone .

The beat played out and I tried to find a flow , " Can’t stop won’t stop get guap .. Ten white toes in them Tory flip flops
Manicures and pedicures I’m always tip top
When they say I’m not hot all these lies need to stop
Cause I’m icy, wifey haters wanna fight me
Never been the one get RIP up on a white tee
Keep my hands clean got some hittas moving shiesty
Ask me if I’m rollin’ with some Gucci bitch I might be
It’s very unlikely my wrist ain’t looking icy
Charging by the minute cause my time is very pricey
Yeah, I be where the bosses be
Judging from my vibe you can feel it in my energy
Stacking paper steadily so I can live in luxury
Looking in the mirror I thank God for what I’m about to be
You beefing with my enemy does not make you a friend of me " I was so into it I didn't realize they was actually enjoying it .

I walked out and sat on Jason's lap , His face was so shocked .. " what's wrong " I said looking at him and rich the kid jumped into the convo before Jason could even respond . " That was fire , you dropping that ? " He said and I looked at him like he was crazy . " Oh no ! I was just joking around " I said giggling . " Nah we dropping that .. go back and the booth and add the adlibs we bout to drop this shit " the producer said and Jason pushed me on his lap motioning for me to go back in the booth .

I never realized what artist's has to go through with this music shit , All that hard work for one song but it was worth it the song came out to be dope and I might have a shot at this rap shit .. nah I'm playing but hopefully my followers on Instagram like it being that I posted a snippet a few minutes ago .

Jason and I was heading out the studio and it was about about 3 am ..  all of a sudden I heard gun shots , before I could duck I felt him shove me to the ground and I crawled my way to the side of the car .. Jason reached in his crotch area and I felt the vibration of him letting off shots throughout my body , I looked over and seen Dave and them run out the studio and started to let off shots . I closed my eyes , I ain't never been around no type of shit like that or even witnessed anything like that . I couldn't get a hold of who rolled up on us but my only worries was if Jason was gonna be ok , " SOMEBODY CALL 911 " once I heard that my heart shaddered to pieces .

I crawled over slowly to get a view on what was going on and seen Jason laying there , " Jason ! No wtf " I said with tears running down my face . He was just laying there and all I seem was blood all over him , he got shot in his leg and his stomach . I heard the ambulance coming and that was the quickest they ever came especially being that we where in Queens . It's like my life is fucking up piece my piece and finally for once in my life I found someone who made me happy and God just wants to take him away from me just like that . Seeing Jason laying in that bed and getting in the back if the truck really crushed me , Whoever this was knew what they were doing and had to be watching our every move .

Jason was the best to me , The fact that he took me in and comforted me during my pregnancy while I was feeling less than a person was amazing . He made all the pain go away , When I lost my baby girl he was there to help me get back on my feet and face my depression . I've never had someone who was full of good vibes and always made sure the person they truly cared about was good , The issue with my dad was a life or death situation and he was right by my side consoling me and making sure I was good .. All I ask you god is to make sure my bestfriend is ok , He's someone I want to be with for the rest of my life and eventually get married to . These past months I've fallen in love with Jason and I know he feels the same way about me .

I was speeding down the highway following the ambulance , I had his mother on thee phone and his brothers ." Jas call me when you get there I'm omw ! " She screamed through the phone and I knew how much her and his dad loved Jason so much and I feel like this was all my fault .

We finally met up at the hospital , They wouldn't let us back because the rushed him into surgery ...