No strings attached ..

chapter 45

Marissa

I woke up in the middle of the night and walked down to my brothers kitchen to get a snack and some water being that I was staying at his house for the weekend . Once I was done I walked back up the stairs trying to open up the pack of chewy chips of hoy .

" Girl you bout to eat all my cookies " I heard a voice say and I jumped and dropped the cookies all on the floor

" Karinnnn ! Look what you made me do " I said and she laughed like it was funny . 

" I got more in the closet c'mon " she said and I followed her down the stairs . She opened up the closet and I seen mad snacks , I only saw the snacks that was in the fridge .

" I see you be coming down getting snack too " I said placing the stuff on the counter and bit into my cookie 

" nah , recently I've been depressed so I just eat " she said going into the fridge 

" same here " I said

" what's wrong ? " she asked and I was scared to tell her 

" I was in a relationship recently and he cheated on me with one of my best friends .. I was hurt to the point I wanted to kill myself " I said and felt my eyes water 

" aw girl , Don't ever let a nigga make you feel insecure and bad about yourself & fuck her for losing a good ass friend " she said and I felt a little better .

" This music has been a blessing ,  After that I put my all into a song and I'm getting calls from Chris Brown ! Yfn lucci ! And more tryna do collabs " I said and Dave walked in on our convo

" It's 2 am , what are ya doing up ? " he said and I walked up the stairs back to the room with the snacks in my hand . The beds in the guest rooms were so comfortable , I layed my head down and checked my phone .. Lucci called and was hitting my phone up about dropping the song we made recently but I don't feel it was time . 

The song we made was so nice but I already have people hitting me up about my song , This was just gonna be even more stress . I have to be in the studio with chris tm at bout 9 pm . I just layed down and went straight to sleep .

Chris

I had to get the crib cleaned out completed , New furniture and everything after that incident last week . I'm glad that crazy bitch was out of my life completely , I'm focused on music and I've been doing collabs with everyone . Recently I seen a new song by some girl Marissa and We definitely needed to do a collab together .

I got her number from my people and set a link up at the studio today at 9 . Aaliyah was back home but it's like we never have sex anymore and she slways gon an attitude for some reason and I ain't do shit to her . She was sleep and I decided to make a move .. " baby " I whispered in her ear and started kissing in her neck . " Chris not right now " she said and I just continued to tempt her . I slid my hands and pulled her closer , She smacked my hand and that's when I just stopped trying .

I got up and went to check on my baby girl , She was knocked out sleep . Soon she was gonna wake up so I made her a bottle and put it to the side so Aaliyah wouldn't have to do to much when she wakes up . I headed to the gym and then I'll come back and get ready for the studio with Marissa .

The gym was important being that I wanted to stay in shape when I go on tour and shit , When I got to the gym I seen Jasmine and Jay here .

" wassup " I said dapping jay up and gave Jasmine a slight hug .

" Where's Aaliyah ? " she asked

" At home with the baby " she said

" We bout to leave , I'll holla at you Chris " jay said and I nodded

I walked over and started to do what I do best , It was about to be 8 so I just got ready to leave and head home to get washed up at shit . There was something up with Aaliyah cause she ain't even call to see where I was at , She can't be still mad about that whole situation when she knows that wasn't my fault at all and I sat down and told her everything . Eventually I wanted to make Aaliyah my wife but if she was to keep acting like we may not be together for long .

Pulled up to my house and got out then locked the door , I walked into the house and saw that Aaliyah was walking blasting music and dancing with Chrissy in her arms . I walked up behind her and she turned around & I kissed her forehead . I just took my ass upstairs to get in the shower .

I grabbed my keys and headed out , Aaliyah was acting like there was someone else she was fucking with and that's all cool . Hopefully this Collab with Marissa take my mind off the problems at home .

I parked and walked into the studio , I immediately spotted my nigga Gee and Rod . " yo where she at " I asked and heard a soft ass voice behind me . " Sorry I'm late , I'm Marissa nice to meet ya " she said and reached in and gave us all a hug . She was so beautiful but it was strictly music , I mean I seen her pictures on Instagram but it's like she looked even better in person . " aigh I'll see ya in a few " G & rod said walking out .

I walked over to lay out the beat and she sat next to me and started vibing , " How that sound ? " I asked looking over at her . " It sound good .. It sounds like a party song " she said and I agreed . " I wrote down a few thing for my part " she said . " aigh let me hear it " I said and looked at her waiting for her to start singing .

" Say I got his heart when we flyin' on the highway
It's hard for me to tolerate
How you miss your love? Nigga, you ain't even know me
We only had a dinner date
Gave you a lil of my time, now you wanna put a ring on her
But you need to know
You ain't even felt it, I felt one stroke, that smoke
Got you askin' me questions I don't answer " she started rapping and that took me by suprise I was thinking she was gonna start singing .

" oh shit , a singer and a rapper ? I like that I said as I grabbed the blunt and my lighter out my pocket .

" You bout to smoke and not pass the blunt " she said and I laughed and handed her the blunt . We both chilled and laughed the whole night , I got to know alot about her and that she was my nigga Dave sister . By the end of the night we finished the song and I had to fix my part a little .

" Ok I got it , Baby ..  you got me confused
I ain't playing games with ya
And by the look on your face
I'm gon' spend the night with you
Ay, girl, the only thing that I see is your eye
Hey, every time my heart skips a beat you know why
Baby, be with  me, I'ma treat you right
So don't try to count me out 'cause I fuck with you the long way " I started singing while looking at her and she started blushing and shit , We was both high asf and I couldn't help but reach in and kiss her .

She got up and sat on my lap , The kiss deepend .. I don't remember the last time I got a kiss that was passionate . Something about her it just made me nervous and it gave me butterfly in my stomach . I got up and kicked the door , We walked into the booth and I pulled her sweat shirt off . I lifted her up and started to suck on her neck leaving her with hickies all oved her neck , I placed her on the floor and started to kiss all over her body down to her jeans & I unbuckled them .. She stopped me " I don't feel we should be doing this " she said and I thought about my family at home .  I reached down again and started to kiss her , Then I helped her up and she put back on her shirt .

" can we keep this between us ? I really don't need people saying I fucked my way into the music industry  " she said and I nodded 

" yeah I don't need my girl to find out about this either " I said and her face looked confused . . . . .