Meeting you was the best and worst thing that could ever happened to me.
Girls like me don't run around with guys like you.
#13 in Tom Hiddleston ranking.
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A/N: Guys I had to cut this book a little bit short, but don't worry the second part will be coming soon, I just thought it would be best to finish this book as a first one and continue writing a second one instead of postponing this one. So Hollen will be back soon, don't worry. Thank you for all the support and I hope the next book has the same support or even more. I'm so happy you guys read the stuff my mind comes up with, it literally makes my day. I love you so fucking much.
Love u! -Tori<3
The three of us sat in my living room surrounded by awkward silence; it's been les than a week that Tom* asked me to get back together and less than five days that Tom¨ asked me if I really wanted to be with him. This is making me crazy, I don't know what to think or what to do, yeah I went on a date with Tom, but no, we didn't kiss, that was a fake picture of us. The only thing I'm sure about is trying to graduate from med school and having a boyfriend who lives on the other side of the world and has an incredibly demanding job isn't making it any easier.
I was in the middle of both of them, I kept glancing at both with a sad expression on my face, I knew what I had to do and it was not pretty, but I have to focus on myself first, I need to get through college without any unnecessary obstacles. I took both Toms by the hand and squeezed them gently rubbing my thumb through the back of their hands, I sighed and prepared myself for my little sad speech.
"Guys, I love you both and being in this situation is really hard and kinda uncomfortable, but I know exactly what I have to do—" I looked at Tom¨ and he was about to say something but I stopped him. "I have four years left to graduate and you are not making it any easier, I don't see you, we barely talk and we both are very busy and I honestly don't like that, so I took my time to think about our situation and I don't want to be with either one of you." My eyes felt watery and my cheeks wet, I was so upset, but it was for the best. Tom's * lips were parted and his eyes started to water but he wasn't crying. I stood up and went straight to the bathroom, I looked at the mirror and immediately buried into tears, I heard the door open and close and suddenly my house felt empty, I got out of the bathroom and where once were the two men I loved now was empty. I sat on the couch and started crying again until I decided to quit it and put myself together. Yes it is sad, but I had to put myself, my life first.
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TRISALLEN
Guys, I'm sorry to tell you that I'm taking a break from social media due to the hard work I do. I just wanted to say thank you for the support since day one and thank you for believing in me. This is not a goodbye, it's a see ya later ❤️❤️❤️❤️ xx (Dr.) Tris Allen.
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username: Good luck!
username: So proud of you
emmallen: I'm extremely proud of you sis, you'll do great in life and be the greatest surgeon ever!
username: YOUR AMAZING
username: AWW BBY I LOVE YOUUUU 😍😍❤️
username: girl power Tris keep doing what you love going and what you do the best
username: I want to meet u 💓
twhiddleston: You are so beautiful, incredible and perfect. We love you and we are proud. ❤️💓❤️💓
iamsebastianstan: Ur my favorite person
paulrudd: Aww, I'm gonna miss your terrible pictures, but I love you so much and you (we) are awesome, and we'll support you no matter what
hazosterfield: Mouse, Tom and I wish you the best for you, we are so proud and happy for you, and we will be there for your graduation.
robertdowneyjr: kid I'm so happy we are getting omg to have a dr in the Marvel family, we are all so proud of you ❤️ and of course expect us all at your graduation ceremony...
username: This is making me cry so bad 😭😭
username: NOOOOOO
chrishemsworth: We loved seeing you on our timelines and know you are going on to the bigger and better things.
username: I am so sad rn 😔😞💔
scarjo: You are a great inspiration and you will always be an inspiration to a lot of people xx
username: reading the comments form the MCU cast literally made me cry 😭😭😭😭😭
username: Come back soon T 😭💕
chadwickboseman: Why am I crying in the club rn. Congrats sis, love u! ❤️💕
markruffalo: Bigger is better. 💚
jenner4real: I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! good luck 💕
username: She has come such a long way. I have always been a fan of her honesty and forever will be :)
chrisevans: I'm so proud of you Tris, I always knew you would do great things. Can wait to see you become a great surgeon and hopefully the doctor of my future kids💗
anthoniemackie: Can't wait for your graduation and cheer on you!!!!!!!
elizabetholsenofficial: My girl! Keep doing you, you are amazing ly💓💓
username: the fact that they are going to her graduation makes me 10x happier 😍😍
username: Happy tears. Happy tears 😭😭😭❤️
username: The fact that tomholland2013 hasn't said anything to Tris makes me sad 😔
username: Yeah, I mean he's like the love of her life and viceversa...
tomholland2013: Sorry I'm late. Mouse you know how much you mean to me and you know that I will always be there for you as your anchor throughout your crazy career as a med student, which I'm extremely proud of. You are my fovourite person in existence and you are a marvelous girl (no pun intended). I will see you whenever I can and I will be there cheering on you on your graduation day, like a crazy "boyfriend", "friend" "brother" as your monkey. I love you mouse 🐭🙊❤️
