fragile ∾ pjm + myg

chapter twenty-five

only one chapter to go =(

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The screams of their fans was still ringing on his head as they headed to their hotel, bodies dead tired but adrenaline still running through their veins. The elevator ride up was filled with loud conversation and hysterical laughs as all the members talked between themselves, still high on everything that had just happened. Everything passed in a daze in front of Jimin's eyes; the seven of them cramping themselves in someone's hotel room, Seokjin turning on the live, all of their laughs. Jimin was feeling euphoric, still not really believing everything that had happened that day; the AMA's performance had gonna well and without a single mistake, his heart beating too fast to perform on such thing that he could barely keep his brain focused on everything else that was going on around him.

As soon as the live ended he allowed his head to fall back to the couch, looking up at the ceiling, champagne glass on his hand and a bright smile on his face. It's been such a long time since he had felt anything close to this; to bright smiles and real laughs and the warm feeling on his chest that seemed to never disappear like it once did before. Jimin closed his eyes, smile widening; he was just so happy right now. The adrenaline was finally wearing out and he could start to feel how sore his limbs were but he cheerised the feeling, cause it meant he did a good work out there; it meant he made thousands of people smile and cry and scream their throats raw to their song.

He felt rather than heard Yoongi getting out of his place so that he could sit by his side where Namjoon had just gotten up, ears completely tuned out from their loud chatter. The singer opened his eyes and shifted his head to the side, staring at his boyfriend who was looking at him with a glint in his eyes. Jimin smiled at the rapper who smiled back at him, moving his hand so he could take Jimin's fringe and press it against the younger's eyes, blocking his view and making him giggle at the action, grabbing Yoongi's wrist; bringing it near his mouth instead of moving it all, pressing a gentle kiss against the inside of the elder's wrist.

Yoongi smiled gently at him, "How are you feeling?" there was nothing but pure curiosity on the elder's voice and Jimin had learned how not to snap every time someone asked him that; instead, he tried to learn that that meant people care and worried about him. He was still working on that, but compared to a few months ago, Jimin was proud to say he was making quite the progress, "Your eyes are shining, it's been sometime since I've seen them like that."

"It's been a while since I've felt like this," Jimin admitted, breath coming all in a relaxed sigh, "I don't know, I just feel... Good? Can't explain it, just feel like I'm up in the clouds right now and that ain't a time for me to come down, not this time. It just feels good, feels so good, I don't want this to end."

"Seeing you like this makes me happy," Yoongi said, voice low so that even if the others were talking loudly between each other, they wouldn't hear their conversation; wanting to keep the moment private. There was a big, gummy smile on his boyfriend's face and Jimin would never get tired of looking at it, smiling back at him.

"You makes me happy." there was once a time where Jimin said those words with doubts in his minds, while thousands of questions filling his head about what if he was wrong and just tricking himself and Yoongi to think so, but at that moment, he said it with all the certainty in the world, because that was all he had to give.

Their moment was interrupted by Jeongguk jumping between them, body on top of both their laps, making both of them groan at the sudden weight on top of their legs, Jimin having to quickly take the champagne glass out of the way before it broke, "Do you want us to give you two lovebirds the room, mhm?" Yoongi smacked the back of the younger's head at that, muttering angrily at Jeongguk's choice of words while Jimin just laughed, happiness filling his chest and making him feel giddy. The lovers looked at each other behind Jeongguk's head while the younger boy whined, hand on where the rapper had hit him.