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Y O ' S P O I N T O F V I E W
HANGGANG ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na officially engaged na kami ni Pha. Wala ito sa plano at hindi rin naman 'to sumagi maski sa imaginations ko. Basta ang alam ko lang ay mahal ko sya at mahal nya ako and we're more determined to fight for each other now. It was already enough for me. But clearly, he has bigger plans for the both of us. He wants to take our relationship into the next level. Hindi lang pala next level kundi highest level na. It's scary and exciting at the same time. The idea of spending forever with him was bringing tingling sensations down my spine.
"So, 'pag nagpakasal tayo, ano na ang mangyayari?" I asked him habang nagna-night swimming kami sa harap ng resthouse. It was already past nine PM at kami na lang dalawa doon dahil maagang natulog ang mga kasama namin. Bukas na kasi ang flight namin pabalik sa New York.
"What do you mean ano'ng mangyayari? Syempre, we'll live together. We'll chase our dreams together and build our own family."
"F-family?"
"Yes. We'll legally adopt a child."
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. Malamig ang tubig dagat at ang simoy ng hangin pero para akong nakaramdam ng kakaibang init sa sinabi nya. To get married was one thing but to adopt a child and become parents was another thing.
"S-sigurado ka?"
"Oo naman. We can be responsible parents naman, 'di ba? Syempre, in the near future pa 'yan. We have to get settled first. We wouldn't want the child to be in the middle of our troubles and complicated relationship, right? Kailangan smooth sailing na ang lahat bago tayo mag-adopt."
Hindi naman sa wala akong tiwala sa aming dalawa pero hindi ko maiwasang i-question kung magiging smooth sailing pa ba talaga ang relasyon namin. Parang naging malaking bahagi na kasi ang word na "complications" sa aming dalawa, eh. Para bang hindi pwedeng maging madali ang lahat sa'min. Kailangang may sakit at hirap talaga.
"Pa'no nga pala si Pring?"
"Sasabihin ko sa kanya ang lahat. Bahala sya kung ano ang sasabihin o gagawin nya. Ayoko ng lokohin pa namin ang mga sarili namin. I really don't love her anymore and I don't think pwede pa kaming bumalik sa dati."
"I'm pretty sure she wouldn't take it lightly. She's going to be furious. Alam mo naman kung gaano ka spoiled brat 'yon."
"Yes. Hinahanda ko na rin ang sarili ko ngayon. Mahaba-habang usapan ang mangyayari."
"Sana nga madala 'to sa masinsinang pag-uusap. But knowing her, I'm sure she'll do something para makuha ang gusto nya."
Bigla nyang hinawakan ang bewang ko at pinaglapit ang mga katawan namin. I placed my palms on his bared chest and felt his heartbeat. He gave me a wicked smile before devouring my lips. We kissed under the moonlight and it felt so romantic and magical.
