Kind Of An Introvert

Chapter 49| Lucid|

R I O N A

It's like I was reliving the whole day but this time I was watching from the sideline and felt a godly persona next to me. I wouldn't allow me to speak just watch. From me going into the car early that morning, getting yelled at and all. I could see Metri looking from the window and what all was being said from inside the house. It was like I was watching a movie.

Jeremiah was so shook looking at me through the phone. I forgot I was on FaceTime with him to be honest. I wouldn't purposely do that in front of him. He was so shook he couldn't move for a bit. Morgan came up to him but he couldn't speak for dear life. He kept muffling over his words. Finally he called Mally and I see everyone rush over to my house. My body laid lifelessly on the ground.

I see as Metri took the suicide note not yet reading it but stuffing it in his pocket sobbing hold me in his arms. I see Mercedes peek in. She's there long enough to figure out what's going on but goes sit down on the couch with Shemar and Kirahn after being pulled back by Cymone.

Reese walked in. He sees my body and blood all over Metri and throws one of my shoes that was behind him at the wall. He started cursing and paced back and forth. Cymone called in for paramedics and Mally was shook not really knowing what to do.

Genuinely, I was so surprised that my mother even had a reaction. I know she's not as bad as I think she is but I really thought she wouldn't care. Rather she'd be grateful since I was such a pain. I felt so bad. I really wanted to know what I ever did to that women. I thought it was me being alive so I did us both a favor. I just wanted both of us to be happy. Reese held on to her rubbing her back.

Paramedics came and got me and scurried to the hospital where I was revived just enough to be in a coma.

I heard the conversation between the kids and I was even more hurt because I knew this is something she would remember for the rest of her life.

The doctor comes and tells the news. Just as I heard I could see Metri and mom arguing and everyone else come in and tell me how much they appreciated me and how I need to be strong and fight. I wasn't really trying to though. I still felt a void. If it was meant to be I would be alive and walking already. I still didn't feel like I had what I needed to be happy if I was to go back.

There was something weird happening now. I was getting dizzy and I felt the scenary change.

I was now in the future because I was at school and I see on one of the students phones the date 3 days in advance from today.

The principal in on the intercom giving a moment of silence for me. The kids are weird and throughout the day talk about it and how they could never believe it. I was referred to as that quiet pretty girl. Jaquin, a boy I went to elementary school with snapped on anyone that had negative to say because I was his "buddy". He told how I looked out for him and helped him study for the big test that helped him pass to the next grade level. I didn't even remember that till he said it.

Another girl told her friend how I inspired her to go natural and be herself since she seen my style was different than what others wore. I didn't were make up or nothing. Everything was handcrafted by God.

The girl that would always whisper about Levi had nothing to say. I heard their thought and how they regret treating me the way they did. Their guilty conscious ate them alive.

Levi cried and couldn't let it go even years later for calling me out my name and disrespecting me. He thought twice every time he felt he wanted to approach a female fore he thought God was make him payback. He forgets all about love and sleeps around with girls.

Keith wanted to tell me about the small crush that was developing because he never met a girl that was that enthusiastic to talk about God. He bought a bear that had a picture of us both in his merch and sat in on his dresser. No one was to ever touch it. Even on moving day he left with it for college. HE soon had to through it out when he had a girlfriend because she felt jealous. He did just so she could stop nagging but he bought a necklace with an "R" on it. She thought it was for her name, Royalty, but it was really for Riona.

Sade beat herself up the most because he couldn't understand how she couldn't see through this. It was only now that she could see because she remember all the small remarks on how I didn't like attention. I got nervous when someone looked at me. Wanting to stay longer with her and not really wanting to go home but never directly saying it. She had a miscarriage. WAIT!! SHE'S PREGNANT? I'm not even here to meet my little baby.

Metri he knew what I was going through but he never imagined for it to be this bad or never intended it to get this far. He didn't want to have any kids because he fear the same would happen because of lack of attention so Kirahn was very spoiled and got all of his attention. Cymone was mad at first but she understood and went along with the plan.

Kirahn though remembered the few memories that we did have and became a model. His mom was a photographer anyways so he had all the practice. He and Shemar made a brand with a logo of me and it went viral. They had a Youth program to help kids all over the world find and live their dream. A tear slipped down watching them go country to country.

Mercedes, she asked a couple of times about me while she was still young but everyone denied what she saw she disregarded it. Then she grew up. Very beautiful must I say and ask one more time. She finally found out the truth and what she seen was right after all. She finally reaches an age where guys try to talk to her but she doesn't feel good enough. Just about everything that happens to me happened to her. Just like I was. And right before she picked up the mixture of pills she found in her mom's medicine cabinet and tilt it to shove them in her body everything froze. My body was heated. Like I jumped in a tub of water the bed was wet also. The godly figure just looked at me.

"What happened?" The doctor came in.

"I don't know. I just came to check on her and I see all of this". The nurse replied. The machine was beeping really fast. I tried to calm myself down and wrap my head around everything I seen.

WOW!!