1111 words in this chapter. MAKE A WISH (11:11 get it?)
C Y M O N E
Ri started by telling me how helpful Jeremiah still is. She still was struggling with self -love but, all of us that new helped. I don't know how that happens. She's gorgeous. Like girl! you had this guy nearly desperate for your attention. That says that much. I told her to watch youtube video's. I know there would be plenty of encouraging video's. Maybe more influencing if they were her age circa. (A/N: Ya'll should subscribe to her. WENDY DUPRE on YouTube)
We even did a little research and found out her name meant 'Queenly'.
" So girl you better start acting like it" placing an invisible crown on her head. I sat in silence not really knowing how to feel. They kept saying pull the cord because he was taking to long but I persevered.I know he's a fighter. Thats all we were raised to do. Fight til the end.
"KP!KP!" I could see Riona playing with Kirahn a couple of seats down. I literally never let him out of my sight.
I was able to wear most of my old clothes because my stomach didn't get to big. But the gym was were to find me most of the time.By the time, Me and Riona was matching with the BMP pack shoes. "REAL SISTER GOALS YU HERRR ME!" I mentally stuck my tongue out.
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Now unfortunately I was making my hospital visit. I prayed everyday to be able to see my brother smile again. I held onto Korahn's hand just recollecting memories.
I laughed thinking of one of my favorite memories on his birthday a years back. I started telling Riona the story. It wasn't necessarily a good memory but it was the first-time ever i stole. Well he did but, I took the blame.
- FLASH BACK -
Parents were on a anniversary trip and they called earlier but Korahn was still sleep. It was just me and him in the house since our other siblings had plans. I walked in his room to see him sleeping. I sat on my phone doing nothing important till he exhaled real slowly and it hit my nose. It wasn't just morning breath. It was noon, evening, and night breath jumbled in well.
I couldn't just sit there. That would make me a bad sister if I did. I went into his bathroom and slipped it into his slightly open mouth.
"What are you doing"
" I should be asking you,' what have you been doing?'.
"You play to much" he laughed but emphasized on the letters to make sure I got a good smell this time. So disrespectful.
"Come onnnnn wakkeee uppp" touching all on his face.One thing he hates is for someone to touch his face. "You better not have no boogers" I pulled back once I noticed it almost slipped in his nose.
"If I do I hope it get on you"
"Aww. Why would you wish that on your favorite sister?" i fake pouted. When he was younger he always fell for it.
"I said hope not wish "
" Whats the difference?"
" One has a I one has a P" I was ready to learn something new till I heard this bull. He so comedy lol. Anyways.
"HAPPYY BIIRRTHHDAYYY" I yelled once I got my distance. I made him hurry and get ready. I didn't have the banks back then but, I was willing to spend my last cent on him. My initial plan was to not let him go out with his friends because of their lifestyle but, I knew he would end out sneaking to do it anyways. I was going to have fun while it lasted.
We walked to the store and he felt the need to be all up on me.
" It's too hot for you to be this close to me"
" It's perfect! The birds singing! Melanin on glow! Stop hating on my day" I shook my head and still backed up. It was a whole furnace out here.
We got to the store and grabbed the candy that we wanted. I did the mental math and made sure the little money I had was enough.
I paid for them and we made your way to the entrance again.
" I didn't know they had these." There was a hidden bag of chips there.
"I already spent my money I don't have no more" The worker behind us low-key was eavesdropping and strolled slowly near us.
He looked at the door, at the bag and at me again. I didn't want to do it. I was a good girl.
I didn't get to make it to the part where I voice my opinion on the situation . He started bucking.
" Run Forest Run" it slipped out of my mouth. We both knew not to come back here anymore. But when, my mom had to come here one day just so happens that Korahn was there also, the same clerk asked if 'forest' was her son. I seen his leg shaking. I was going to take the blame for him. I was older so she would blame me anyways.
From the looks in his eyes i could tell he was going to shi-
- END-
" Ayyee you can't be telling people that" He spoke in his raspy voice. I ran to him and gave him the tightest hug till I heard him grunt. I felt like this was a mind thing because I didn't hear the machine make any noise.I forgot where I was for a sec. Kind of didn't feel real then I snapped into reality.
"You're hurting me you stick" Yeah he was awake. He always called me a stick because I was delusional into believing I'm thick. No one see's what I see I guess.
" He's awake ! He's awake!" I shook the nurse. I was so happy. Kirahn was looking at me with bulged eyes as I danced. A tear slipped but I couldn't even feel my face. Weeks later and now he's up.
They asked us to clear the room.
" I beg your pardon" he just got up. I wanted to get a few words in.
" We'll let you see him in a few but we need to make sure everything is fine" He clearly talked. I'm sure he's fine.
"He's fine-" I was going to get to flaming his little polo man on his hat being stretch out by his five-head but I was interrupted.
"Thank you" Ri gave the innocent smile and pulled me back with Kirahn in his chair. She shook her head at me cause she knew want was going to go down.
