A hand went around me covering my eyes and I didn't even have to guess who it was.
" Ohh, you're alive?" I rolled my eyes. Yes, I was mad. He was like my only friend so without his attention really I'm just a lame. My only TRUE friend I could trust that I know won't go ratting around.
" Bestfriend don't do me like that" he was pouting looking all cute. I wasn't gonna give in though. I turned my back crossing my arms being fake mad. I heard a wrapper sounds and following I heard, " I got food".
" Why didn't you say so sooner. You all good".
"Your a mess" he laughed. I took the food away from him wasting no time and got to munching. We talked and he ask me tips on how to keep his girl happy and I fill him in on my side. We do this all the time and continue to be goofy. When I'm around him I forget about the things I go through. We wrapped up our conversation and went to class.
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Lunch time Best friend had me meet him in his car. I already know I was getting food again. Can't nothing make me happier. IT WAS CHICK FIL AAAAAA!!
" okay Bestfriend got the new kicks looking fyeeee" he said gassing me. I began posing when I realized he was taking pictures. I was feeling myself today and I felt genuinely happy. I still had my childish puffs in because I was in a hurry this morning so I added a watch to not look so bummy. Demetrius had this RL shirt and chain he left at the crib so I had to make his clothes look good you know, for the one time.
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Again I hugged him and thanked him. I was so happy. My mom cooked two days in a row so I knew she wouldn't be making any more any time soon. She eats out most of the time anyways. Still eating we went to the café so he could meet up with his girl and I could get ignored but who's complaining?
I sat in my corner like I normally do and pulled my phone out when Morgan his girlfriend came over. I mentally rolled my eyes and turned the other way.
Refusing to be bored I started to walk around. Any other day I've just accepted the boredom but today was in my bag so I had to stunt.
I walked past the "stranger" and his friends, the hoodlums, weirdos, wannabe's, cool, and chill people. I felt my insecurities start to get the bet of me when I got some mugs nod even the people that were simply checking my fit out. I mean that was what I was looking for but I was getting more attention than expected and decided to humble myself.
"Back to my seat I go"I mumbled trying my hardest not to make it obvious I was rushing back and try to walk and normal.
" Hey friend " the stranger said to me. I smiled and replied with a shy hey stranger. See this is the weird thing about me. I could talk to someone and feel comfortable but the moment another joins or a group come along with em I want to hide in my shell. It's like I'm social but antisocial. I'm cool but type shy. I'm an extrovert but kind of an introvert. I don't know it's weird.
" We gone try this again....hey friend" he said showing the pearls had.
"Hey friend " simply a chuckle came out. This is the part where I began to think of how he's planning to do me wrong. It's hard to ever think that someone is to say hi just to be nice or simply do right by you when never had anyone do that to you. I mean you shouldn't judge or compare people but it's almost impossible in my case.
" what your friends left you or something?" I looked around to see where they were.
"Why you always messing something up" the inner me said.
" Quit all the bluff you know you wanna be my friend" and that's where the hinted conceitedness came out.
"Boy bye " I wanted to add a little more to that but I didn't want to be extra. Keep it cool and simple Ri. Keep it cool and simple.
