No strings attached ..

chapter 44

I pulled up to her house in upstate New York ,  Which was a hour away from Harlem . I don't know how to feel about Karin not being pregnant , I've been wanting a baby but she's not even 20 yet so I feel being that I'm already in my 20s I wasn't ready for a baby just as much as she wasn't but soon we'll have little ones running around the house.

I walked up to the door and took out my keys , As I opened the door my sister jumped on me then I felt ma hug me from the side .

" I missed you ! " she said and something about her was so different , I know my sister and she was never the type to be this happy to see me .

" wassup ma " I said reaching down giving my mom a tight hug .

" I'm glad I got both of y'all are hear because I have to talk to ya about something " I said and we all walked over to the kitchen .

" So who spilling the tea first ? " Marissa said and we all looked at each other .

" Well .. idk if y'all know me and Karin are back together and it's been like 9 months " I said and looked around for there opinion , My mom didn't really like karon at first but now she loves her .. I don't remember telling her that we've made it official and got back together but today they definitely was gonna find out . Marissa knows Karin but they never really got to sit down or bond , I want all the important women in my life to get along and have a relationship .

" We knew that , We both have ya on Instagram " Ma said and marissa started laughing .

" Moral of the story we thought she was pregnant but we went and found out today that ..  " I said and before I could even finish my sentence they cut me off .

" Ima be a auntie ! " Marissa said and I shook my head .

" Where is she ? I'm bout to call and check up on her " Ma said taking her phone out .

" SHE'S NOT PREGNANT ! " I said yelling and there faces went from smiling to frowning . At that moment I realized I was kind of mad that she wasn't pregnant and I really did want to start a family but shit happens .

" aww baby " Ma said and walked towards me and hugged on me

" Marissa what you gotta tell us ? " I said looking over at her and she had a sour look on her face .

" Well I have my master's degree and I felt that I needed focus more on music & I've been on the .. um .. the studio with a few people and I might've dropped a new song last night and working on a collabs with some rappers and singers " Marissa said and we both looked at her like she was outta her MIND .

" Marissa now you know damn well , Yo ass is staying in college .. I ain't paying for you stay in college for no damn reason . " Ma said blacking on Marissa and I was just shocked .

" let me hear the song .. " I said and she pulled out her phone and started playing the song "

I really liked the song , but idk if my sister is really ready to be in the music buisness and to be stressed out like I was in my beginning stages .

" I love it baby but do you know how stressed you gonna be ? Manager .. assistant a label . Your brother is apart of def jam & it took him a while to get there " she said and the whole time I shook my head agreeing to everything she said .

" Well I've been working on a song with Yfn lucci and it's gonna be a hit ma ! I have a manager and she's doing good do far .. all I need is for her to start booking me shows and an assistant " Marissa said

" me and ya brother gonna help you with that , just focus on making music and if you get any calls or request from any labels call me or ya brother & we'll set up that lawyer " Ma said and Marissa ram over and hugged her .

" Well ma what you gotta tell us ? Hm " I said looking at her with my fingers on my chin 

" I'm going on tour with escape for 6 months .. And I need for somebody to watch over the house and your little sister  " Marissa jumped up and said me before I could even let out a response , I mean I didn't wanna watch ma house anyways .. Her house big and all but it was too big for me , I used to always be scared in this bitch when I was alone and watch Marissa ass be down at my house everyday .

" im moving back in anyways " Marissa said and walked towards the door . 5 minutes later she came in rolling hella suit cases .

My sister was pushing a 2017 benz cause of me , On her birthday I decided she needed a upgrade from the typical college girl car and something boujee . So I got her a benz and she's kept it in good shape ever since .

" Well when you leaving ? " I said talking to ma while getting up to cut a piece of cake she made .

" next week Monday " she said and we heard Kaylee come downstairs from her nap .

" Bro bro ! " she said running up and tugging on my leg .

" Hi baby girl " I said picking her up and squeezing her tight .

" Where's Rissa " she said then turned around

" Hi sisssssy ! " Marissa said in a baby voice and grabbed Kaylee out my hand . Marissa and Kaylee be in the same house it would be like two 5 years olds playing around all day , I'll definitely have to come check up on them .

I stayed over with them for about an hour then I headed back home . I reached in the back for my blunt and felt something moving , I pulled over and looked back there seeing Marissa . " wtf you doing in my back seat ? " I said and she started laughing " I wanted to come see ya new crib " she said and I shook my head ." Get ya ass in the front and light my blunt " I said and she crawled up kicking me in my head and shit .

She took a few pulls before giving it to me , I knew she was a smoker but I doubt she ever smoked what I smoked . She bout to be on cloud 9 cause I had some strong shit , " how you feel sis ? " I said looking over at her as I took another pull . " I'm good " she said then her phone rang . I looked over to see who it was and it was Yfn lucci .. She said she was making music with him but it seemed a little more than that and being that his name was " lucci ❤ " in her phone and I was a little confused and worried I hope she doesn't get too carried away with this music and let these niggas get in her head being that she's a newbie . And based on my sister song I know she's having relationship problems at the moment and using anything to get over it and revenge. Last relationship I heard my sister was in was with her boyfriend in college ..  Michael but apparently they broken up recently I never really met him but I heard her talk about him and I had her on Instagram and she recently deleted all the videos and pictures of them so I know there's something going on with her and Lucci and I'm a find out .