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as-symp-tote (n. pl. )
a wish that continues but never achieves
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i pull back the curtains and my eyes squint, the sunlight hitting my face. back in my room, i sit on the bay window and glance around. there stands farkle at his window, his hand in a fist and pressed against the window. it takes a second for him to realize that i'm there. i think it takes a second for loved ones to see.
not that he loves me.
farkle starts making hand gestures like he's typing but i shake my head. he frowns in reply and gives me a hand signal to wait. the brunette comes back with a paper and thick sharpie marker.
R U OK?
i nod. are you? i mouth back.
I'M FINE.
R U GROUNDED?
i nod again.
FOR HOW LONG?
i shrug and sigh. i want so badly to be able to talk to him and let him know that i'm actually scared about new nurses coming in. and that i'm worried about shawn.
R U SURE UR OKAY?
i'm able to convey anger, tiredness, excellent health and sadness all with one nod.
I'M SORRY
i shake my head in a gesture that says don't be, it's not your fault, it's simply just life.
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maya's schedule
monday
~ nurse interviews
tuesday
~ nurse interviews
wednesday
~ nurse interviews
thursday
~ nurse interviews
friday
~ nurse interviews
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