Fat (Diary Entry #5)

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I'm fat. My parents want me to get a check up because they suspect that I have diabetes since I got wounded and it hasn't healed yet.....I only got wounded this past Monday. It's only Fri-fucking-day. It's already healed.

Parents are wonderful, I just don't see the wonder in mine. I want to be left alone and follow my instincts and that's what I'm doing. I ain't bitching about the bad things in my life because the good ones are overpowering it.

Tomorrow, I'll release the lyric video to my song about my former best friend, Chris, who said he's ashamed to be seen with me yet still insists we're friends. It's not just about him, it's also about people like Grace and Honesto from my (now former) band who thinks I'll never be good enough because my genre is Electronic based.

They can go fuck themselves. I'm claiming my life by releasing my song tomorrow.

I'm also going to continue writing Diary of a Thespian because I miss talking to my friend named Janey! I miss you so much, I'll finish reading Growing Pains.

I'm still the same fucking angry Vermon but now, I've progressed and I refocused my interest. I'm not the same anymore, I'm done letting people try to "protect" me from what I have to do and that is to be VICTORIOUS, ENORMOUS, AND VALOROUS IN HOLLYWOOD.

I don't give a shit about the man who'll love me because I can't love him as much as I love winning. Get ready for me.

Love,
Versus

Love, Versus

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