☻ it preferences ☹

~why did you leave me~

~IT KIDS~

Bill—

-too many things going on, just couldn't handle it anymore. needs space right now

-"i love you but i can't right now.. im sorry"

-friends after but not as close as you used to be

Richie—

-"you need to stop over-reacting! she is just a fucking friend!"

-he becomes angry and starts throwing shit around but not at you

-"i don't think this will work out. you need to leave, sorry"

-never spoke again

Eddie—

-cries, cries and cries

-"you deserve better, y/n. im a fucking mess.
im so sorry"

-you guys still speak, successfully builds that friendship that you had before

Stan—

-"you were my everything. you were perfect but.. it just wasn't enough. im sorry"

-the affection, the butterflies that would fly around, the feeling of being complete because you found your other half.. all gone and lost

-time will have passed, not a single word but the feelings were still there, you two knew it

Ben—

-can't leave him, vice versa

-he's too loving not to

-no sad endings

Mike—

-"i found someone else, and she actually loves me"

-feelings vanished, you were never his true love it seems but you're happy he found someone that does truly love him

-speak rarely, only talk if it's a special occasion

Beverly—

-"im worthless, i dont give you enough, you're so beautiful, smart, loyal y/n. And you don't deserve to have a low life like me in your life, dragging you down, im sorry"

-constantly tells herself that until she finally admitted it to you and ended it

-you keep trying to talk to her but she continues to avoid you

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you don't know much this hurt me, typing it </3

my tears have finally dried