Cupid Carries A Gun ✔

8. chapter

Lara's POV :

Lucas : Hi, babe! Do you like sleeping with that fucker? I bet i'm better 😎
💕

Letters were a little bit smudget for my drunk mind.
But my heart was still beating like never before.
Why the fuck is my ex texting me?

Me : Leave me alone. It's over.

Lucas : I don't think so.

"Lara? Are you okay?" Marilyn's voice took me back to reality.
"Uhm...yeah, of course." i lied with fake smile.
"What is it?" he raised his eyebrow looking at my phone.
"Really nothing. Just my boss." i really didn't want him to bother with that.
Lucas just wanted to scare me.
He was always like that.

"Okay then. I think we had enough. Time to bed!" he blinked with evil smile and i had to smile too.
How can be someone so perfect?
"Don't worry, i won't do anything." now he was smiling like pure angel.
"I trust you." i laughed.

We went upstairs hand in hand.
"I can sleep on couch, if you want." Brian suggested while opening the door to bedroom.

"I don't want. Come here!" i jumped on the bed with laughter.

He did the same thing and end up on the top of me.
This moment made me sober.
This moment made me stop thinking about Lucas, about what will be tomorrow.
I looked deeply into his beautiful eyes.
How did i deserve someone like him?
His eyes were staring at my lips, and then went slowly thru my whole face.
I came closer to him and put my lips on his.
His lipstick tasted like strawberry, i had to smile.

He put his hand under my head and started kissing me.
I can't even describe my feelings.
Like i was in heaven.
The real one.
Just me and him.
He moved his lips on my neck, i closed my eyes and enjoyed his little kisses.
"I love you." i whispered.
"I love you." he stopped kissing my neck and looked into my eyes.
He rolled over next to me and hid me in his big hug.
"Can you sing something for me?" i asked him with smile.
"What song would you like, babe?" he smiled too.
"Hmmm, what about Running to the edge of the world?" i smacked sleepily.
"Okay.
Sometimes hate is not enough
to turn this all to ashes.
Together as one
against all others
break all of our wings to
make sure it crashes.

We're running to the edge of the world.
Running, running away.
We're running to the edge of the world, but
I don't know if the world will end today." and i couldn't hear the rest, because i fell asleep.

Day Marilyn leaves

"Are you sure? I want you to go with me." he said with sad face.
We were standing next to Brian's plane on airport.
"I'm sure! I am your new secretary and i have to stay here and work on mails. I want you to do great fucking show!" i said.
Honestly, i wanted to go with him, but i would only distract him.
"If you say so." he dragged me into big hug.

"Love you. Don't use drugs and don't do anything stupid." i said with raised finger.

"Don't worry. I love you too. And i'll call you every day, i swear." he gave me last kiss, then his guard called for him.
I was waving at him, while he was getting on the plane, and then he was gone.
Our relationship was incredibly amazing. We really loved each other.

Fuck, what am i going to do without him for three weaks?
Hope i'll survive.

Then i went right to home, opening notebook, starting with my work.
Maybe you ask what should i do as secretary.
I have to reply on every mail related to interviews.
Then i should organize where will be concerts, etcetera...

Lucas : We can go outside, and i'll prove you i changed.

He?
Again?
I really wanted to block him, but something told me to not do it.
Maybe someday i can turn it against him.

Me : I said leave me alone!

Lucas : Your prince just left. I can do whatever i want.

Fuck!
How could he know?
I started to be a little bit scared.
I should tell Brian. Fuck, i'm so stupid.
Stupid, stupid Lauren.
I felt so alone and vulnerable.

Lucas : Don't know what to say? We'll meet soon 😉

Goosebumps appeard on my skin.
I threw my phone far away from me on floor, but i knew it won't help.
Why can't i just be happy with my boyfriend? With my little Antichrist superstar...

Marilyn's POV :

I was thinking about her whole flight.
Hope she will be okay.
I just have got a strange feeling.
I want to have her next to me.
But then i couldn't change it.
The only thing i was suppost to do, is  concentrate and clear my mind.
I had to do fucking awesome show.
First stop is Budapest.

Hi, mansonites!!

Sorry for my mistakes, and sorry that this chapter is a little bit shorter.

Please, i would be really happy if you'd tell me your opinion on this story.
Thank you!💜💜💜